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6 Penelope P
2d ·
So glad this week is over. Colleague is back but as good as useless and it causes me more anxiety. Seeing M tomorrow, going on a walk and again on Sunday. Just need an early night and to see him ASAP.
Penelope P
2d ·

Had cervical screening today and that's never nice so rewarded myself with half a pizza and a Tia Maria.

Penelope P
2d ·

M makes me feel so much better about life, being brave, about myself. I would be lost without him and would be really down. I feel a little closer to him and talk about his ex has lessened thank goodness.

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Hope you're enjoying your walk with M. Great to hear that he seems to be responding to your concerns - fingers crossed for you two!

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4 Penelope P
7d ·
Already not looking forward to work tomorrow. M coming round for tea so that will cheer me up a bit. Down about housing, money, tired. Can't see any way out unless there's a big lottery win for me.
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7 Penelope P
17 Aug 2019 ·
Went to a friend's for lunch. M brought me home as it was raining. I cooked us tea and we watched telly. Things are going so well between us. I am very lucky and forever grateful.
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17 Aug 2019 ·

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9 Penelope P
15 Aug 2019 ·
Bumped into friend before work. Went to see Lion King with M then a Thai meal. These are the important things, not the crp in between. The full moon is in Aquarius and all is as it should be.
Penelope P
15 Aug 2019 ·

Feel like I am neglecting certain tasks, people, but I intend to get back on track soon. Forever hopeful!

Gabrielle H
16 Aug 2019 ·

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16 Aug 2019 ·

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Jeff M
16 Aug 2019 ·

Mmm...been craving thai food lately! I'm glad to see you're doing well, Pen. :)

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16 Aug 2019 ·

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Penelope P
16 Aug 2019 ·

Thank you panda chums, thanks for your comment Jeff *Hugs* PPx

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4 Penelope P
13 Aug 2019 ·
Keep getting headaches mid afternoon that last until bedtime. Still sleeping badly with night panics. Work bad. The only light in my life is my man, how lucky I am.
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13 Aug 2019 ·

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13 Aug 2019 ·

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13 Aug 2019 ·

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14 Aug 2019 ·

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6 Penelope P
12 Aug 2019 ·
M has been sending me links to holiday cottages today. He really is stepping up lately even though he still mentions the ex now and again. I just ignore it and change the subject. He'll learn.
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12 Aug 2019 ·

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12 Aug 2019 ·

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13 Aug 2019 ·

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4 Penelope P
11 Aug 2019 ·
Lovely pub Sunday lunch with M. I hated it when he had to leave. It breaks my heart every time because I love him so much and we don't need to be apart at all.
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12 Aug 2019 ·

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5 Penelope P
10 Aug 2019 ·
Ironing all done. Determined to do some arty crafty stuff this afternoon. Hoping to make myself accountable by stating here. Cheeky left over chips for lunch. M made me giggle so little better.
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10 Aug 2019 ·

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3 Penelope P
08 Aug 2019 ·
Work is bad. I need to get out of there. Why does nothing ever just run smooth for me forever?
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08 Aug 2019 ·

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09 Aug 2019 ·

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8 Penelope P
04 Aug 2019 ·
Went to the coast for a couple of hours with M. Saw two seals. It was lovely and I enjoy going out with him so much. I wish it was like this every day.
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04 Aug 2019 ·

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04 Aug 2019 ·

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Katie S
04 Aug 2019 ·

That sounds really special!

Josie M
05 Aug 2019 ·

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6 Penelope P
02 Aug 2019 ·
We struggle but we get through. Freewheeling would be nice but we have to go over bumps going up before we can have the ease of coming down. He sticks with me which doesn't go unnoticed.
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02 Aug 2019 ·

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4 Penelope P
02 Aug 2019 ·
Wish money wasn't such a big deal. It isn't when you have plenty. Plans cancelled. They weren't really plans. Not seeing M but it's for the best. If it's not his ex then it's money getting in the way.
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02 Aug 2019 ·

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4 Penelope P
31 Jul 2019 ·
Mittelschmerz hurting as soon as I wake up. Please that I'm off work and can lie down 😖
Jeff M
31 Jul 2019 ·

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01 Aug 2019 ·

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31 Jul 2019 ·

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John T
31 Jul 2019 ·

New word for me... Evening primrose? Painkillers? Breathing techniques? Hope it goes away soon

Robert H
01 Aug 2019 ·

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8 Penelope P
30 Jul 2019 ·
Had a super day with M. Does anyone say super anymore? Caught the sun too much but it was fab and he is still quite touchy feelie. Big shop coming tomorrow and a lovely day on my own resting.
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31 Jul 2019 ·

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31 Jul 2019 ·

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Jeff M
31 Jul 2019 ·

That does sound super duper! :)

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31 Jul 2019 ·

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7 Penelope P
29 Jul 2019 ·
Going to a country show with M tomorrow. Lovely to be off work mid week. I know that I need to appreciate how my life has been changed completely around by this man. He really is my world.
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30 Jul 2019 ·

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30 Jul 2019 ·

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6 Penelope P
28 Jul 2019 ·
M is being more attentive and loving in his way. Hoping that our talk on Friday has made him finally see how much I adore him.
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29 Jul 2019 ·

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29 Jul 2019 ·

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29 Jul 2019 ·

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29 Jul 2019 ·

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7 Penelope P
27 Jul 2019 ·
Had a lovely day with M. Pandas will be pleased to hear that I got a lot off my chest re his ex, him preventing me from finding a proper boyfriend, how I won't wait forever & how much I like him.
Penelope P
27 Jul 2019 ·

So proud of myself that I found the courage to tell him how he makes me feel. He was very affectionate when we got back, always reaching for my hand. Hopefully he will now give it some thought.

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27 Jul 2019 ·

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27 Jul 2019 ·

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27 Jul 2019 ·

Well done. X

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28 Jul 2019 ·

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29 Jul 2019 ·

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Jeff M
29 Jul 2019 ·

Yay Pen! This is so positive. Sounds like this kind of conversation was really needed, and I'm so glad he took it to heart!

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2 Penelope P
22 Jul 2019 ·
Work is sht. Just about everything else is sht too.
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22 Jul 2019 ·

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23 Jul 2019 ·

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4 Penelope P
21 Jul 2019 ·
Spent the afternoon and evening with M. I love his company so much. More talk of living together but it's all just fantasy. The thing that makes me so sad is the only thing that makes me happy.
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22 Jul 2019 ·

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22 Jul 2019 ·

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6 Penelope P
21 Jul 2019 ·
Going on a walk with M this aft.
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21 Jul 2019 ·

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21 Jul 2019 ·

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