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1 Penelope P
1d ·
Keep getting teary. Could be hormones. Or the state of my life.
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1 Penelope P
2d ·
M made a joke about my situation and although he did not mean to upset me, it did. It's not just moving, it brings up a lot of painful memories for me and he will never understand. Nobody will.
Jen B
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Alicia B
2d ·

I don't know your feelings, but I get very triggered sometimes and then the painful memories just snowball, and I'm completely crushed. I imagine it's something on the same spectrum… Hang on in there. This too shall pass, right? Flashbacks suck ass.

Jeff M
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Penelope P
1d ·

Thanks all, and thanks Alicia, yes it sounds same as you experience.

Albertine M
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1 Penelope P
4d ·
Can't get anywhere decent to live on my wages so from next week I will just have to take any scabby flat I can get surrounded by idiots. Won't be able to get all my furniture in.
Penelope P
4d ·

Nobody I know understands this, they've all paid off their mortgages or have plenty of money. It's so demoralising and degrading. And I'm in this situation because someone did the dirty on me and I end up paying for it for the rest of my life.

Penelope P
4d ·

And don't tell me to look on the bright side because for the past 9 years I've had this day in day out. I don't belong anywhere and no one wants me and I continually get used and walked over and mocked.

Penelope P
4d ·

I hate my life and I can't change it because in this world you need money and I have none. And I work hard and am a good person but it makes no difference. And it's all one man's fault and I will hate him for the rest of my life.

Lydia R
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John T
4d ·

You are a good person and I'm sure you a good family member and a friend, so with this in mind, there is no shame in asking for help if there is someone who can. I used a man with a van instead of a removals firm when I moved into my council flat.

John T
4d ·

You will get through this, Pen. When you do, you can look back and be proud. For now, one step at a time, prioritise your health. All pandas are cheering for you. Keep us posted.

nixiblu .
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Albertine M
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Jeff M
3d ·

I'm so sorry, Pen. I hope this difficult residential situation is temporary and you're able to move into someplace far better in the future.

Penelope P
1d ·

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9 Penelope P
5d ·
8 mile walk so now very tired. But it was a wonderful day yet again.
Gabrielle H
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8 Penelope P
6d ·
Going on a walk in the countryside with M tomorrow. Can't wait.
Shelley H
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Pseudo Bear !
6d ·

Nice!

Albertine M
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Albertine M
6d ·

Hope it was lovely

Lydia R
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8 Penelope P
7d ·
Pizza is probably the answer 🤔
Robert H
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Albertine M
7d ·

It certainly is to a lot of things!

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8 Penelope P
12 Apr 2019 ·
Work for a few hours then got my hair did. M came to meet me and we went for a lovely Thai meal afterwards. Came back for a cuddle. He is wonderful.
Lydia R
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4 Penelope P
11 Apr 2019 ·
I am no longer at risk of redundancy at least. Still going to be homeless though. Ups and downs.
Zsófia S
11 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
12 Apr 2019 ·

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Jeff M
12 Apr 2019 ·

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Jeff M
12 Apr 2019 ·

Well, that's good about the job! I hope you find somewhere soon, and the right somewhere for you!

Robert H
12 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Penelope P
10 Apr 2019 ·
I don't really know how I feel. I guess I'm really disconnected from everything and everyone.
nixiblu .
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Maite P
10 Apr 2019 ·

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10 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
11 Apr 2019 ·

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4 Penelope P
09 Apr 2019 ·
I suppose I have to just look out for myself like I always have. He obviously feels a certain way but it doesn't get spoken and likely never will. #foreveralone
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09 Apr 2019 ·

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4 Penelope P
08 Apr 2019 ·
Didn't get the house. I don't earn much so I always have this problem. It's quite humiliating. Nobody I know struggles for money like me so I have no one that understands.
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08 Apr 2019 ·

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08 Apr 2019 ·

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Jeff M
08 Apr 2019 ·

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Jeff M
08 Apr 2019 ·

Aw, I'm sorry. There will be other houses.

Penelope P
08 Apr 2019 ·

I know Jeff, but the longer it goes on then the less selective I can be and I'll end up with whatever I can get rather than somewhere I want to be.

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8 Penelope P
08 Apr 2019 ·
I hope & pray that I get this house I viewed on Saturday. It's out of the city so I'll have to commute. But I'll be near M & following my heart just feels right for me now. Keep paws crossed for me.
Robin R
08 Apr 2019 ·

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Missy C
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Gabrielle H
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me M
08 Apr 2019 ·

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Jeff M
08 Apr 2019 ·

Best of luck, Pen!

Lydia R
08 Apr 2019 ·

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8 Penelope P
07 Apr 2019 ·
I nearly lost my job, I'm losing my home, I've had family fall outs & been ill for almost 3 weeks. But M has been there for me throughout. I now know what is the most cherished thing in my life. Him.
Albertine M
07 Apr 2019 ·

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6 Penelope P
06 Apr 2019 ·
Do I follow my heart or my head? Trying to figure out what is important and weighing up my options. Big decisions. I love him so much, but am I blinded by that love?
Gabrielle H
06 Apr 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
06 Apr 2019 ·

Get a second opinion maybe? Someone who has no connection. Take a step back and evaluate the situation from there. Make a pros and cons list maybe, those help more than youd think

Robert H
07 Apr 2019 ·

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Robert H
07 Apr 2019 ·

I agree with Gabriella, maybe looking to a neutral third party would help with dealing with the situation.

Lydia R
07 Apr 2019 ·

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6 Penelope P
06 Apr 2019 ·
Fabulous day out with M yesterday. Going to view a house to rent today, out of the city and in his town. Mixed feelings. We will see. Feeling loads better now.
Lydia R
06 Apr 2019 ·

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Albertine M
06 Apr 2019 ·

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Albertine M
06 Apr 2019 ·

Green - woo! Glad you're feeling better and fingers crossed for a new home

John T
06 Apr 2019 ·

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06 Apr 2019 ·

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3 Penelope P
02 Apr 2019 ·
Day 14 of illness. Still ill.
Lydia R
02 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
02 Apr 2019 ·

Get well soon, dear Pen!

John T
02 Apr 2019 ·

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John T
02 Apr 2019 ·

Rest up, Pen.

Jeff M
03 Apr 2019 ·

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Jeff M
03 Apr 2019 ·

Aw, sorry to see this. I hope you recover soon!

Alicia B
03 Apr 2019 ·

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Albertine M
03 Apr 2019 ·

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Albertine M
03 Apr 2019 ·

I'm so sorry Pen - hope it ends soon!

Penelope P
03 Apr 2019 ·

Thank you everyone, think I'm turning the corner. Back to normal wailings soon 😉

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05 Apr 2019 ·

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1 Penelope P
22 Mar 2019 ·
Up and down all night, horrendous earache and now got ringing in my right ear. I haven't got much food in but too ill to go out. Feeling really achey and fed up.
Tim S
22 Mar 2019 ·

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Lydia R
22 Mar 2019 ·

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Mimiko S
22 Mar 2019 · NEW

Have you gotten help or been check out? You most likely have an ear infection, they really suck and hurt..

me M
22 Mar 2019 ·

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22 Mar 2019 ·

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Albertine M
22 Mar 2019 ·

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Albertine M
22 Mar 2019 ·

Big hugs, Pen - maybe you can get some stuff delivered so you don't have to go out? Feel better soon

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22 Mar 2019 ·

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1 Penelope P
21 Mar 2019 ·
My job is not secure, I've been doing the work of 2 people for 3 weeks, I'm losing my home in 2 months, my mother is only just talking to me again, brother isn't & I've caught a cold & I'm exhausted.
Penelope P
21 Mar 2019 ·

But M has a problem with his boiler, can't get hot water out of one tap & is worried about it. FFS 🙄

Lydia R
21 Mar 2019 ·

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22 Mar 2019 ·

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1 Penelope P
20 Mar 2019 ·
Been sneezing all day, throat still sore and nose running lots. So I guess I've caught a cold because I am run down, stressed, down and not eating. At least I can identify the problem.
Lydia R
20 Mar 2019 ·

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20 Mar 2019 ·

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20 Mar 2019 ·

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Ilisidi C
20 Mar 2019 ·

Always good to know the cause! 😉

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Penelope P
20 Mar 2019 ·

Yep, Ilisidi, I'm a wreck! 😞😂

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20 Mar 2019 ·

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2 Penelope P
19 Mar 2019 ·
Got mittelschmerz, sore throat, tired. Not watching tv tonight & trying to ignore M. Had brief chat at lunchtime with a friend who understands. Going to have a bath, straight to bed with maltesers.
Valeria P
19 Mar 2019 ·

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19 Mar 2019 ·

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