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6 nixiblu .
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Good volunteer shift. Feel rubbish about starting argument yesterday. Going to give him some space as I'm only going to continue as I didn't get answers. Therapist cancelled appointment last week.
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I wish I could have spoken to her about what's going round my head, before letting it leap out and at him like a deranged dragon

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It's not really a 6. But the sun is out so I'm being generous

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5 nixiblu .
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Started a text argument with the American last night.
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6 nixiblu .
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Always thought I was good at my job. But recently found huge gaps in my knowledge. Guess that's what being stuck at the same place a decade does. Complacency. Studying hard the last few evenings
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I'm worried that my new employer will find me out to be a fraud.

nixiblu .
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However i know I'm great at the everyday stuff. Just not the new stuff or specialist stuff.

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Looks like you're already doing more than many people I've come across. Well done for noticing and even weller done for taking action! You should be proud of yourself.

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5 nixiblu .
4d ·
Had planned to wash hair tonight. But did some account work at home and forgot. Now it's late Early start for work in morning. Grrr
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Hope your morning turns up to be better than you expect. Can you just put it up?

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Manda's idea is good. Hair up looks great!

nixiblu .
3d ·

That's exactly what I did. Thankfully my hair is finally long enough

Manda P
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I love my long hair. I had a super cute short cut for a long time that I loved too though. I think I'm going to keep growing it out.

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7 nixiblu .
5d ·
No Reason Given
nixiblu .
5d ·

Runners knee means no gym for 2 months apparently.

nixiblu .
5d ·

Seeing therapist tonight for a catch up. It's been 6 months since last time and ive been feeling that i need some help for the past month

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Glad you went in for help. How did the appointment go?

nixiblu .
4d ·

Therapist cancelled appointment due to external influences. Will go next week. Been building up stuff in my head that logically i know is incorrect, but find it difficult to listen to the same part

nixiblu .
4d ·

Will be good to talk. To her

Manda P
4d ·

It's always good to talk. Hope it goes well! 💙

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4d ·

Sorry your appt got cancelled but glad you'll be able to still have it and talk out those thoughts xx

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8 nixiblu .
7d ·
Too Excited to sleep. Seeing the American tomorrow. It's been nearly a month since the last time which is pretty much The longest gap since we got together.
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Hope you're having a great time :)

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7 nixiblu .
10 Apr 2019 ·
2 times to the gym this week so good. End of tax year. Just can't face looking at last year's paperwork
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6 nixiblu .
08 Apr 2019 ·
Slept most of the weekend. Got up for volunteering job and back to bed. Will try to get to gym today.
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08 Apr 2019 ·

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6 nixiblu .
05 Apr 2019 ·
The American has gone elsewhere this weekend. We've discussed us living somewhere else we both can work. So I should be happy, but I wish he was here. I love where I am. This is where I want to be
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7 nixiblu .
04 Apr 2019 ·
No Reason Given
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7 nixiblu .
03 Apr 2019 ·
Skipped gym for carbs and wine :( phonecall with the American :)
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03 Apr 2019 ·

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Albertine M
03 Apr 2019 ·

You must have known I was going to ask, nixi! Glad it's still on :)

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04 Apr 2019 ·

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Jeff M
04 Apr 2019 ·

Sometimes, food/wine is more important to the emotional well being!

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04 Apr 2019 ·

All sounds great to me! 💙

nixiblu .
04 Apr 2019 ·

Yes

nixiblu .
04 Apr 2019 ·

It's been a year already 😮. Thanks for the comments. :)

Albertine M
05 Apr 2019 ·

A year! That seems incredible. Hope he knows how lucky he is

nixiblu .
05 Apr 2019 ·

Aww. I hope so too

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08 Apr 2019 ·

A year?! Holy moly! Time sure does fly. Glad you guys are still together.

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7 nixiblu .
03 Apr 2019 ·
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6 nixiblu .
01 Apr 2019 ·
No Reason Given
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5 nixiblu .
31 Mar 2019 ·
Weekend at work conference. Still exhausted. No rest this weekend and can't currently foresee when the will feel normal again
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31 Mar 2019 ·

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7 nixiblu .
28 Mar 2019 ·
Managed to get to Zumba. In terms of workout it was probably 5/10. But better than sitting on sofa
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28 Mar 2019 ·

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29 Mar 2019 ·

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29 Mar 2019 ·

Anything is better than sitting on the sofa, even the hardest workouts! good for you!

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6 nixiblu .
27 Mar 2019 ·
In bed at 8 something again. Energy to exercise and socialize are at a low
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27 Mar 2019 ·

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6 nixiblu .
26 Mar 2019 ·
Tired. Not loving my workplaces, nor the voluntary job. missing the American. But things could be a lot worse
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26 Mar 2019 ·

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5 nixiblu .
23 Mar 2019 ·
Not such a great day at the volunteer job. I'm going to take time to think rather than make any decisions
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23 Mar 2019 ·

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5 nixiblu .
19 Mar 2019 ·
Please someone here, does anyone know what happened to Cindy. I can't find her on here at all for a few months
Natalie C
19 Mar 2019 ·

She had changed her profile name to Albertine 🙂

nixiblu .
19 Mar 2019 ·

Thanks Natalie

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7 nixiblu .
18 Mar 2019 ·
No Reason Given
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