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6 Manda P
2d ·
Bloodwork, therapy, & groceries this morning. Therapist says things are so much better for all 3 of us since I'm doing better. It allows us to focus on other things w/o me constantly losing my sh*t.
nixiblu .
2d ·

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Anonmous A
2d ·

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Manda P
2d ·

Hi, Anon! Nice to see you back! ❀️

Jeff M
2d ·

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Jeff M
2d ·

I'm so happy you've found things that work for you, mandabear!

John T
1d ·

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Alicia B
1d ·

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Alicia B
1d ·

This is amazing! I'm so happy for the three of you :) You guys deserve it.

Anonmous A
1d ·

Thanks Manda <3

Manda P
8h ·

Thank you, Jeff & Alicia. This is new territory so I'm trying to be careful which often means keeping my mouth shut. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

Margot L
5h ·

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5 Manda P
4d ·
Decided I'm going to get my hair chopped off. Thinking a chin length bob. Waiting to hear back w/an appointment. So pumped! Out for pizza w/BF's dad & uncle tonight. Vacation in less than a month. πŸ–
John T
4d ·

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Melody L
4d ·

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Alicia B
4d ·

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Alicia B
4d ·

That's exciting! Are you going to do a... what's it called… like a slightly asymmetrical cut, longer in front than at the back? I love those, pity that length looks terrible on me.

Esther B
4d ·

Must look good on you!

nixiblu .
4d ·

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Manda P
3d ·

Alicia, I wore my hair like that for years & got sooo many compliments on it. I'm not ready to go as far as that (shorter in back). Maybe I'll change my mind & get a third haircut within a short period of time. πŸ˜‚

Manda P
3d ·

Thanks, Esther. My Mom says so, too, so it must be true! πŸ™ƒ

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5 Manda P
7d ·
Lots of cleaning & reorganizing today by all of us. My 'to be read' shelf has now been split in two so it's not jammed pack. I started the 2nd Harry Potter book. I think I'll get settled in with it.
John T
7d ·

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nixiblu .
7d ·

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nixiblu .
7d ·

Enjoy it

Jos R
7d ·

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Jos R
7d ·

Reading is so good for the soul x

Aya N
7d ·

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Jeff M
7d ·

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Alicia B
5d ·

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Manda P
5d ·

It definitely is, Jos! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

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5 Manda P
11 Jun 2019 ·
Summer break moving right along. Finding motivation which I assume is only because I don't want to disappoint BF. Daughter doing all my chores so what I do is β€œextra”. Hard to not feel guilty.
Jeff M
11 Jun 2019 ·

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Jeff M
11 Jun 2019 ·

It's good for her to be busy and help out since she's around all the time now. Too young to get a job, after all. :) Hope you guys are having fun together too!

Margot L
11 Jun 2019 ·

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Aya N
11 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
11 Jun 2019 ·

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Tony I
11 Jun 2019 ·

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Jen B
11 Jun 2019 ·

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Esther B
11 Jun 2019 ·

Don't be guilty. You can do it together :) I thought it was fun when I was young to help my mum

Alicia B
11 Jun 2019 ·

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Alicia B
11 Jun 2019 ·

I get feeling guilty big time. But it can be a good (useful) experience for your daughter. So many young people don't know how to do anything and are not used to it, it makes their relationships even more complicated. There's definitely an upside!

nixiblu .
11 Jun 2019 ·

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Manda P
7d ·

Thanks, Pandas! We all three did a lot of housework today. So much so that my back injury from years ago is acting up. Pulled out the heating pad. Will hopefully go to bed early tonight. I'm pooped! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

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6 Manda P
05 Jun 2019 ·
Just got done mowing the yard followed by a cool shower. I feel great! Haven't even vaped today & don't think I will. Placed my monthly Amazon order at 4AM the day my money was deposited. No books!
Anna .
05 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
05 Jun 2019 ·

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Margot L
05 Jun 2019 ·

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Ian D
05 Jun 2019 ·

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May A
05 Jun 2019 ·

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Jeff M
05 Jun 2019 ·

What did you order? Happy to see you proud of how well you did! You're awesome, manda!

Natalie C
05 Jun 2019 ·

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tEnT S
06 Jun 2019 ·

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Manda P
06 Jun 2019 ·

Thanks, Jeff! I got the board game LIFE, Yahtzee, & Uno. Ready to have some family game nights. Mom even wants me to bring Yahtzee & Uno down there next month. Looking forward to it! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

Jen B
06 Jun 2019 ·

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Esther B
06 Jun 2019 ·

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Esther B
06 Jun 2019 ·

Those games are sooo much fun! Wish I could join :)

Alicia B
06 Jun 2019 ·

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Alicia B
06 Jun 2019 ·

Happy to see all the green. Yay!

Jeff M
07 Jun 2019 ·

I also want to join the panda game night!

Anna .
08 Jun 2019 ·

Me too!

Manda P
09 Jun 2019 ·

Aw! Panda game night would be awesome! They arrived today so daughter & I are in the middle of LIFE. Lunch break. Feeling irritable though.

Anna .
09 Jun 2019 ·

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6 Manda P
04 Jun 2019 ·
Guys, I'm starting feel better mentally. Still really struggling with weight though. BF ordered a new swimsuit for me. It'll be ok. Talked a lot about my constant feeling of guilt in therapy.
Manda P
04 Jun 2019 ·

Mom guilt tripped me saying that i need to get everyone together. She is starting to worry about getting old. Little brother spent last Friday with us. We have decided we are going to play Classic World of Warcraft. That makes me happy & gives me...

Manda P
04 Jun 2019 ·

...something to look forward to other than the vacation.

Jeff M
04 Jun 2019 ·

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Jeff M
04 Jun 2019 ·

Happy to see you're doing well, Mandabear! Moms are all masters of the guilt trip, I guess...

John T
04 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
04 Jun 2019 ·

Wow I hope you have a good time. I need a holiday too.

Albertine M
04 Jun 2019 ·

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Albertine M
04 Jun 2019 ·

A lot of good stuff there, Manda - happy for you!! xx

Spacekitten V
04 Jun 2019 ·

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Lydia R
04 Jun 2019 ·

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Alicia B
04 Jun 2019 ·

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Alicia B
04 Jun 2019 ·

Yay! That's wonderful you're feeling good, I'm so happy :)

nixiblu .
04 Jun 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
04 Jun 2019 ·

Good news. Manda. :) Your doing great

Melody L
04 Jun 2019 ·

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05 Jun 2019 ·

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05 Jun 2019 ·

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Manda P
05 Jun 2019 ·

Aw! Thank you so much, my Panda friends. You guys are the best! πŸ’–

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5 Manda P
29 May 2019 ·
School is out for the summer. I went to daughter's 6th grade graduation. Thankful I had something to wear. I'm so fat. Lots of anxiety/panic feelings. Will eat so much less now that they'll be home.
Jeff M
29 May 2019 ·

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John T
29 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
29 May 2019 ·

Congrats to your daughter on moving up to middle school! Glad you were able to go, even if it was hard. Also, I hope you remember it's not how much you eat, it's what you eat. Quality is more important than quantity!

John T
29 May 2019 ·

I don't want you to take this in a bad way but I feel some empathy because somedays I feel fat more now I'm skinny than I did when I was fat. I laugh and joke a lot but this is true. Perception: A distorted window on reality from within our skull.

John T
29 May 2019 ·

Work out where you want your mind to go and make plans to get there. Recovery from whatever is unique to us all but we share the need for support, friendship, and compassion.

John T
29 May 2019 ·

Sorry for getting 'wordy' I get torn between loving and hating the things I say! Haha. I don't know. Just, I hope you feel better about yourself soon as I do myself!

Ian D
29 May 2019 ·

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Brandt B
29 May 2019 ·

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Aya N
30 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
30 May 2019 ·

I feel the same way, John. Sometimes I feel like things were better when I was bigger...easier, maybe. Built-in excuse? I don't know. I notice the extra weight far more now that I'm in shape than I ever used to...it is very frustrating.

Albertine M
31 May 2019 ·

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Natalie C
31 May 2019 ·

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Margot L
01 Jun 2019 ·

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Jen B
02 Jun 2019 ·

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Alicia B
02 Jun 2019 ·

Same here, I was much less aware of my body shape before I started with all the dieting and stuff. Those were innocent times. :D Being big also makes one feel stronger, more protected. I think.

John T
02 Jun 2019 ·

Good point

Bipolar Bear .
02 Jun 2019 ·

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Manda P
04 Jun 2019 ·

Thanks, Pandas. These are really great messages. I'm glad I'm not alone. πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–

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5 Manda P
26 May 2019 ·
Went to BF's dad's for a Memorial Day lunch. BF's best friend growing up is coming over. We haven't seen him in many years. I always feel comfortable around him, but we're having dinner w/his parents.
Ian D
26 May 2019 ·

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Janine S
26 May 2019 ·

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Alicia B
26 May 2019 ·

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Alicia B
26 May 2019 ·

Hope it is going well and you have fun, lovely Manda Panda.

Natalie C
26 May 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
27 May 2019 ·

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Albertine M
27 May 2019 ·

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Lydia R
27 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
27 May 2019 ·

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Esther B
29 May 2019 ·

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Manda P
29 May 2019 ·

Thank you, Alicia. It ended up being a really good time. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

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5 Manda P
25 May 2019 ·
No vape day. I kept saying I was gonna do it, but this time it's for real. Beautiful day, should do yard work. Memorial Day cookout at BF's dad's tomorrow & then Lil Bro over on Monday for burgers.
Jen B
25 May 2019 ·

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John T
25 May 2019 ·

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Shelley H
25 May 2019 ·

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Ian D
25 May 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
26 May 2019 ·

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Albertine M
26 May 2019 ·

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Albertine M
26 May 2019 ·

Hope you're having fun.xx

Jeff M
26 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
26 May 2019 ·

Hope you're having a great weekend, Manda!

Manda P
26 May 2019 ·

Thank you, Pandas! I ended up mowing the yard & weed eated along the road & driveway. Got nice & sweaty & then took a cold shower & washed my hair in the shower which I never do so the color in my hair lasts longer. It felt great!

Melody L
26 May 2019 ·

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5 Manda P
17 May 2019 ·
School is almost done for the year. I hope I adjust ok. Therapy went well. She mentioned RADICAL ACCEPTANCE. It's exactly what I need. DBT instead CBT. I can't believe it took 12.5 years for this.
Robert H
17 May 2019 ·

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Matt L
17 May 2019 ·

Good job in therapy! It sounds like you had a breakthrough. That is rare and takes time. You are obviously committed to doing the work.

John T
17 May 2019 ·

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Manda P
17 May 2019 ·

Thanks, Matt! This is the first time I feel like I can really make progress in therapy. My next appointment is in two weeks. I can't wait to go back. I'll do my own research until then. Thanks for the hugs, Robert & John. πŸ’š

nixiblu .
17 May 2019 ·

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Albertine M
17 May 2019 ·

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Albertine M
17 May 2019 ·

Wow! Would be interested to hear results of your research if you want to share when done xx

Natalie C
17 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
19 May 2019 ·

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Alicia B
19 May 2019 ·

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Alicia B
19 May 2019 ·

Radical acceptance is a great thing, from what I know about it… Well done, Manda!!!

Keeping Track A
19 May 2019 ·

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Keeping Track A
19 May 2019 ·

I had been looking into DBT recently too Manda! That's great it's going well! You go, girl! Are you still in school then? I am a bit anxious as a teacher as the school term comes to a finish and I know I will not have a steady routine once it does.

Manda P
21 May 2019 ·

Thank you, Pandas!! πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’– Everything I read makes so much sense. I told my Mom that it was time to reshape my life & she said, 'that's a plan!' Ooook. KTA- I'm not in school. My BF is a teacher.

Manda P
21 May 2019 ·

I'm going to order a DBT workbook on June 3rd when I get my next check. Really looking forward to it.

Margot L
22 May 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
22 May 2019 ·

πŸ‘

nixiblu .
22 May 2019 ·

What does DBT stand for?

John T
22 May 2019 ·

dialectical behavior therapy

John T
22 May 2019 ·

It usually lasts for 2 years rather than 2 months like CBT. From what I know it can be a treatment for borderline personality disorder and other things. Focuses a lot on identifying emotions rather than changing how you think.

John T
22 May 2019 ·

An old friend of mine who was BPD started it and was really motivated for a while. Sadly drug problems and close family bereavement came at a bad time for her.

John T
22 May 2019 ·

'was BPD' that's sloppy, she had received that diagnosis

Manda P
25 May 2019 ·

I got BF to order the workbook for me. I looked at the first couple of pages but really haven't started it yet. Fingers crossed.

Keeping Track A
26 May 2019 ·

Best of luck Manda panda! 😁

Manda P
29 May 2019 ·

Thanks, KTA! ❀️

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4 Manda P
10 May 2019 ·
I was so excited to see my Sis soon after she got up here. She made plans with my SIL to go to our nephew's soccer game & then out to dinner. SIL invited me. Daughter caught my excitement & has been..
Manda P
10 May 2019 ·

...looking forward to getting to know her better. Sis had said she barely talks to my brother & his family. Why didn't she make plans with me? I was there for her all this time & I thought she was excited to see me as I was her. It doesn't matter.

Manda P
10 May 2019 ·

BF's mom is taking us out to dinner as a late birthday celebration so I said we couldn't go even though BF had said we could always cancel with his mom if my Sister tried to make plans. I'm HURT & pissed. I don't even want to talk to my Sister now.

Bipolar Bear .
10 May 2019 ·

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10 May 2019 ·

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10 May 2019 ·

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10 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
10 May 2019 ·

I don't know, manda. That would bother me too. Perhaps there's an explanation, such as she got that request and felt she had to go. I hope she can see you soon and you can smooth this over. We are most at risk of being hurt by those we most care abt.

Manda P
10 May 2019 ·

Thanks, Jeff. I didn't want to text my Mom because I was afraid she'd try to intervene, but I was going crazy thinking about it. Mom said to just remember that's the way Sis is. She also said maybe she didn't straight up make the plans, it just...

Manda P
10 May 2019 ·

...came up in conversation. I feel a little better. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

Natalie C
10 May 2019 ·

So sorry Manda, that you feel let downπŸ˜”. Jeff makes a valid point maybe it was SIL plans rather than your sister. Maybe ask your sis to catch up with just her & your daughter even just over a coffee see what happens. Hope things work out for you xx

tEnT S
11 May 2019 ·

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Alicia B
11 May 2019 ·

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Manda P
13 May 2019 ·

Thanks for the advice, Natalie. I've purposely been avoiding her but maybe that's not the right move. I will message her today. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

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2 Manda P
07 May 2019 ·
Waiting on daughter's talent show audition. Sitting in hallway & BF said β€œwe're in trouble” to a woman that walked by. I feel like he was flirting. Painc panic. Must keep cool. Will escape at home.
Joann W
07 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
08 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
08 May 2019 ·

Hard to fight those negative thoughts, even when your brain tells you it's probably not true. Hope you did ok and was able to get back to baseline when you got home.

Manda P
08 May 2019 ·

Thanks, Jeff. I ate a piece of cake when we got home & then I went straight to bed. Still fighting the thoughts today.

John T
08 May 2019 ·

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Alicia B
08 May 2019 ·

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Alicia B
08 May 2019 ·

You're doing so well, realizing those thoughts and not acting on them. That takes strength and intelligence. I'm so proud of you!

Jeff M
09 May 2019 ·

Maybe don't think of it as fighting those thoughts. Maybe think of it as not feeding those thoughts and letting them grow and build and get stronger. It's ok if you have those thoughts - let them come and let them go. Don't give them strength!

nixiblu .
09 May 2019 ·

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Manda P
10 May 2019 ·

Thanks so much, Jeff & Alicia. It consumed me & I had to say something the following day. He couldn't believe I went to sleep with that & carried it throughout the whole next day. What a waste of brain power! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

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5 Manda P
07 May 2019 ·
Saw my doctor today & then spent the afternoon with my (ex)stepdad. Saw my old neighbor. Realizing I must've been super skinny bcuz everyone I see tells me I look good now. I hear FAT though.
Natalie C
07 May 2019 ·

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Flower R
07 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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09 May 2019 ·

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6 Manda P
04 May 2019 ·
Going to go see the Avengers movie. Hoping I can hold my pee for 3 hours. My bday is tomorrow. 38. Not 40 yet! I spent $55 at 9:30AM on the morning my disability check was deposited. $10 left. Mania!
Jen B
04 May 2019 ·

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Natalie C
04 May 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
04 May 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
04 May 2019 ·

Wish you a happy birthday for tomorrow. πŸŽ‚

Manda P
04 May 2019 ·

Thank you, sweet nixi! πŸ’™ Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. We are sitting here waiting for this damn movie to start. I vaped before we left & am already starving. BF got the times mixed up. 5 more minutes until the lights are dimmed. Sleeepy.

me M
04 May 2019 ·

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Esther B
04 May 2019 ·

Curious about the Avengers. Have fun!!

Jeff M
04 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
04 May 2019 ·

Happy birthday, mandabear! I want to go to that movie but have no one to go with and hate seeing movies alone. But no spoilers!

Alicia B
04 May 2019 ·

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Manda P
05 May 2019 ·

Things went well till the end. BF says he knew something was wrong as we left. Went to dinner after the movie. Didn't eat all of my meal. Grumpier on the way home. Straight to bed & cry, cry, cry. I think it was just too much. Being out of the house.

John T
05 May 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
05 May 2019 ·

Aww. Take it easy today. Xx

John T
05 May 2019 ·

Happy birthday!

Albertine M
05 May 2019 ·

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Albertine M
05 May 2019 ·

Happy birthday dear Manda! Take it easy xxx

Manda P
05 May 2019 ·

Thank you, my sweet Panda friends! πŸ’–

Brandt B
05 May 2019 ·

Happy Birthday Manda Panda! Trust me, you are still quite young.

Alicia B
05 May 2019 ·

Happy Birthday again, my wonderful friend! I'm so happy to have met you :)

Manda P
07 May 2019 ·

Thanks, Brandt & Alicia!

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4 Manda P
03 May 2019 ·
I haven't stopped yet. I was down to once or twice a day. I made myself get out of bed & then got hungry so I binged so hard I actually had to spit out what I was chewing & throw the rest away. Hate.
Zoe D
03 May 2019 ·

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John T
03 May 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
03 May 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
03 May 2019 ·

Manda. We love you. Baby steps. Xx

Cora K
03 May 2019 ·

I need to work on mindful eating too. You are not alone

Manda P
04 May 2019 ·

Thank you, nixi & Cora. I've finally said NO MORE CHEESE & CANDY. Can't eat it if there is none there. Fingers crossed I can quickly see a difference. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

Natalie C
04 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
04 May 2019 ·

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Albertine M
05 May 2019 ·

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5 Manda P
28 Apr 2019 ·
I'm gonna stop with the pot. How, with it in the house, I do not know. It'll be tough. My psychiatrist said it was time. I'm gonna be dropping pounds like crazy though. That's what I'm hoping anyway.
nixiblu .
28 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
28 Apr 2019 ·

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Albertine M
28 Apr 2019 ·

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Natalie C
28 Apr 2019 ·

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Manda P
29 Apr 2019 ·

Thank you, my sweet friends. πŸ’–

John T
29 Apr 2019 ·

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Alicia B
29 Apr 2019 ·

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Alicia B
29 Apr 2019 ·

It's a good thing to stop I guess. Just be careful with the dropping pounds thing. Take care of yourself. *love ya*

Alicia B
01 May 2019 ·

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Manda P
03 May 2019 ·

Thanks, Alicia. Love you too. Thanks for the hug, John. I said I was quitting but it'll be slower than going cold turkey. I'm not strong enough to do that.

nixiblu .
03 May 2019 ·

However you do it. We are with you. X

Manda P
04 May 2019 ·

Thank you, nixi, my love. I am happy to know you guys have my back. πŸ’™

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6 Manda P
27 Apr 2019 ·
Slept past 11AM. Went out for coffee & muffins but didn't vape yet today so there is no way I'm even taking a bite. I know it'll make me feel sick. BF read my letter. I think everything is fine.
Albertine M
27 Apr 2019 ·

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Robert H
27 Apr 2019 ·

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John T
27 Apr 2019 ·

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Jeff M
27 Apr 2019 ·

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Spacekitten V
27 Apr 2019 ·

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27 Apr 2019 ·

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27 Apr 2019 ·

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7 Manda P
27 Apr 2019 ·
BF & I have been together 14 years today. He told me last night that he felt invisible though. I wrote him a letter that basically showed it was just one night in question where we didn't talk. Weird.
Lydia R
27 Apr 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
27 Apr 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
27 Apr 2019 ·

14 years. That's impressive. I'm sure he will appreciate the letter

John T
27 Apr 2019 ·

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John T
27 Apr 2019 ·

You look really well in that photo of the two of you. I hope this good mood continues and you can remind yourself of it incase it doesn't.

Jeff M
27 Apr 2019 ·

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Jeff M
27 Apr 2019 ·

Congratulations! I'm happy for you.

Natalie C
27 Apr 2019 ·

Congratulations that such an achievement! xx

Manda P
27 Apr 2019 ·

Aw! Thanks, Pandas! πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€— You guys are sweet. John specifically, thanks for the comment on my appearance. Of course all I see in that picture is me with a chubby face. At least I'm happy though, right?

Lydia R
27 Apr 2019 ·

Doesn't look chubby to me, but healthy!

Manda P
28 Apr 2019 ·

I love you, Lydia! ❀️xx❀️

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5 Manda P
25 Apr 2019 ·
Got myself outta bed & to the couch today. Watched 2 movies. Bloodwork is no longer weekly. Now it'll be every two weeks. Less opportunity to eat Twizzlers while I drive. I might actually lose weight!
Lydia R
25 Apr 2019 ·

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John T
25 Apr 2019 ·

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sophia S
25 Apr 2019 · NEW

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nixiblu .
25 Apr 2019 ·

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Alicia B
25 Apr 2019 ·

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Alicia B
25 Apr 2019 ·

What movies were they? Were they good?

Albertine M
25 Apr 2019 ·

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Manda P
26 Apr 2019 ·

One was called 6 Balloons with a fro

Manda P
26 Apr 2019 ·

...with a girl from Broad City. It wasn't that good. The other was Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist. I think that's it. It was cute. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

Jeff M
26 Apr 2019 ·

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Jeff M
26 Apr 2019 ·

I loved Nick and Nora's! I really want to see Where's Fluffy?! (I have my own imaginary band called A Mighty Humble Bumble. I always wanted to make t-shirts and concert posters for them and pretend they are real...)

Manda P
27 Apr 2019 ·

Sounds like a sweet band. I'll rock their shirt!

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6 Manda P
23 Apr 2019 ·
Slow day. Woke up shortly after they left & then laid back down. One bite of lunch, disgusting, so I threw it out. Let the food games begin. 2 months till swimsuit time. Definitely won't be a bikini.
Jeff M
23 Apr 2019 ·

*Hugs*

Lydia R
23 Apr 2019 ·

*Hugs*

John T
23 Apr 2019 ·

*Hugs*

Alicia B
23 Apr 2019 ·

*Hugs*

Albertine M
23 Apr 2019 ·

*Hugs*

tEnT S
25 Apr 2019 ·

*Hugs*

nixiblu .
25 Apr 2019 ·

*Hugs*

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