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6 Cindy M
26 Oct 2017 ·
Feeling quite confident today despite being behind with a lot of things at work. Still feels strange to feel this way. Leaving work on time tonight to go to a talk with my neighbor/friend
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5 Cindy M
25 Oct 2017 ·
Another 'first' at my job over with: my first committee meeting. Been dreading this, but particularly for last 2 weeks once papers get sent out, students contacted etc. It was okay - learned stuff for
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25 Oct 2017 ·

next time, Dean kind about it. Feeling quite drained but okay.

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26 Oct 2017 ·

BIG HUG my friend XXX

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26 Oct 2017 ·

I am so proud of your progress Cindy! You inspire me. 💖

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26 Oct 2017 ·

Good for you! I still get so stressed over these big meetings/events. But feels so good when they're done! I'm sure you rocked it!

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3 Cindy M
23 Oct 2017 ·
Really struggling today. Feeling tearful though not in sense of being able to cry. Didn't make it in to work. Slept a lot again. Been thinking about stuff a couple of people I work with said - and
Cindy M
23 Oct 2017 ·

of course, overthinking. Important lesson, though: it is up to me to manage my feelings, and there are going to be days when I revert to my old habits. Just because job is going well doesn't mean 'Doubting Cindy' is gone.Still question myself, and

Cindy M
23 Oct 2017 ·

days it's quite persuasive, and undermining. Have to balance constructive thoughts with positives, not spiral into negativity. Right now, though, I think, good luck with that! Ugh.

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24 Oct 2017 ·

Tough to compete against yourself with your thoughts...to always be fighting those doubts and self-destructive feelings. I know how that is. But just knowing it, I think, is good! I hope you manage and are doing better today!

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5 Cindy M
22 Oct 2017 ·
Got back to my flat late afternoon, after nice lie-in and conversation. Spent evening with my neighbour/friend, felt sad that it felt like an obligation and after an hour or so wanted him to leave.
Cindy M
23 Oct 2017 ·

Didn't say that, though, and he didn't offer to leave, obviously wanted to stay and talk, which made me feel worse. He left around 10.30, which was quite late for me as next day was working day and I need to be up quite early (he does know that).

Cindy M
23 Oct 2017 ·

Annoyed with myself for being irritated by it all, because I should have just said - I did give him some time, and we are meeting up at an event later this week.

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7 Cindy M
21 Oct 2017 ·
Had some book tokens to spend, and spent an hour or so choosing what I wanted. Met M and had lovely dinner out. Went back to his house, stayed over for first time in ages.
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5 Cindy M
20 Oct 2017 ·
Tired. Slept virtually all day, still slept okay at night. Bit disappointed as that was a day off, but obviously needed it.
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5 Cindy M
21 Oct 2017 ·
My birthday today. 50. FIFTY. Had a lie in, have plans with M tonight, though haven't heard from him yet (it's about 11am). Not feeling much of anything yet. Need to remind myself how much things have
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21 Oct 2017 ·

changed since last year.

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21 Oct 2017 ·

💕💕💕 happy birthday to you! :)

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21 Oct 2017 ·

I wish you a very happy birthday, Cindy! All the best and love for you, as well as health, joy and lots of friendly people in your life. Hope M will be in contact soon! <3

Noel L
21 Oct 2017 ·

Happy 50th Cindy. Have a great day

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21 Oct 2017 ·

Happy birthday, Cindy.

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21 Oct 2017 ·

Happy birthday my dear friend! Fifty and FABULOUS! (I stole that from SATC but you DO look good!)

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21 Oct 2017 ·

Happy Birthday, I hope you have a wonderful day. Lots of love & big panda hugs xx 🎂 🐼

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21 Oct 2017 ·

Happy Happy Birthday, Cindy!!! You have lots to celebrate for & I hope you enjoy every second of it. Enjoy your day! 💖🎉

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21 Oct 2017 ·

Happy Birthday!

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22 Oct 2017 ·

Hope you had an amazing bday!

Cindy M
23 Oct 2017 ·

Thanks so much, dear Pandas - your messages and hugs are wonderfully supportive! xx

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7 Cindy M
05 Oct 2017 ·
Got excellent feedback from various senior colleagues about a piece of work. Had worked hard on it, but while I was working on it, I thought to myself, I am good at this. Validation from others is
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Cindy M
05 Oct 2017 ·

great, and necessary, but the idea that I can recognize that I have done something well says so much to me about my recovery. This is the healthiest I've been in many years.

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06 Oct 2017 ·

💜💜💜 !!!

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06 Oct 2017 ·

So pleased to hear that Cindy and see such a good score. You deserve it 😃

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06 Oct 2017 ·

Cindy, that is amazingly wonderful. I am so happy for you & proud of you. You've been on a long journey, but it looks like you've definitely found your way. Well done! 💖

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15 Oct 2017 ·

im happy for you. Thanks for posting this. Adds something to my joy... maybe its hope.

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6 Cindy M
05 Oct 2017 ·
Perhaps an odd thing to be excited about, but....Kazuo Ishiguro won the Nobel Prize for Literature! Woo!!
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05 Oct 2017 ·

As long as you are excited 😊 nothing is odd

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6 Cindy M
04 Oct 2017 ·
Working from home today and being productive, though not necessarily in relation to the things I planned for this day! However, still time, and there is flexibility, in that I keep going after 5......
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04 Oct 2017 ·

Well done Cindy ! Hope your job is still going well 🙂xx

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04 Oct 2017 ·

I loved days like that. hope you've enjoyed this one and for everything done

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