next time, Dean kind about it. Feeling quite drained but okay.
BIG HUG my friend XXX
I am so proud of your progress Cindy! You inspire me. 💖
Good for you! I still get so stressed over these big meetings/events. But feels so good when they're done! I'm sure you rocked it!
of course, overthinking. Important lesson, though: it is up to me to manage my feelings, and there are going to be days when I revert to my old habits. Just because job is going well doesn't mean 'Doubting Cindy' is gone.Still question myself, and
days it's quite persuasive, and undermining. Have to balance constructive thoughts with positives, not spiral into negativity. Right now, though, I think, good luck with that! Ugh.
Tough to compete against yourself with your thoughts...to always be fighting those doubts and self-destructive feelings. I know how that is. But just knowing it, I think, is good! I hope you manage and are doing better today!
Didn't say that, though, and he didn't offer to leave, obviously wanted to stay and talk, which made me feel worse. He left around 10.30, which was quite late for me as next day was working day and I need to be up quite early (he does know that).
Annoyed with myself for being irritated by it all, because I should have just said - I did give him some time, and we are meeting up at an event later this week.
changed since last year.
💕💕💕 happy birthday to you! :)
I wish you a very happy birthday, Cindy! All the best and love for you, as well as health, joy and lots of friendly people in your life. Hope M will be in contact soon! <3
Happy 50th Cindy. Have a great day
Happy birthday, Cindy.
Happy birthday my dear friend! Fifty and FABULOUS! (I stole that from SATC but you DO look good!)
Happy Birthday, I hope you have a wonderful day. Lots of love & big panda hugs xx 🎂 🐼
Happy Happy Birthday, Cindy!!! You have lots to celebrate for & I hope you enjoy every second of it. Enjoy your day! 💖🎉
Hope you had an amazing bday!
Thanks so much, dear Pandas - your messages and hugs are wonderfully supportive! xx
great, and necessary, but the idea that I can recognize that I have done something well says so much to me about my recovery. This is the healthiest I've been in many years.
So pleased to hear that Cindy and see such a good score. You deserve it 😃
Cindy, that is amazingly wonderful. I am so happy for you & proud of you. You've been on a long journey, but it looks like you've definitely found your way. Well done! 💖
im happy for you. Thanks for posting this. Adds something to my joy... maybe its hope.
As long as you are excited 😊 nothing is odd
Well done Cindy ! Hope your job is still going well 🙂xx
I loved days like that. hope you've enjoyed this one and for everything done