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6 Mandy O
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Alcohol did end up dampening my mood a bit but I didn't drink so fast like usual so that helped. Ended up knowing half the ppl in the pub (mainly the thugs) lol
Mandy O
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Because I got drunk I ended up phoning for some c***e which it was too late the guys said to which i then shouted at them n begged them n they said no still which now I'm glad n instead paid £10 in a cab to get mc D's now ready to sleep X

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8 Mandy O
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At my local pub (on my own) getting to know the locals haha even though I've grew up in this area but only ever drunk out of the area I live all my life lol
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Doodles B
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Don't get too drunk! ;) Haha

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Manda P
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Yep, careful with the drink, who the hell am I to say that? I always push the limits. You shouldn't follow me on this one, Twinny. But have fun! xx

Doodles B
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A night out with you sounds like a laugh then, Mandy P, haha! X

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Mandy O
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Thanks guys I'm one to go wild n never know when to stop n will get myself in sticky situations but I didn't tonight n I am safe at home in bed now :)

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6 Mandy O
17 Apr 2017 ·
Bit nervous going to a domestic violence group course but had my anti anxiety meds an hour ago n don't feel my social anxiety is going to get in the way today
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Rorschach T
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Hope it goes well Mandy

Mandy O
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Thanks R! It went really well . Had to shorten your name as a little drunk squinting and the finger I use type with; the nail broke lol

Rorschach T
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No worries. Can't believe you can't spell Rorschach when you're drunk. That's very strange :P

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7 Mandy O
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Cup of tea at my sisters been to see my mum and Gran today to... My mum was bit moody as usual so didn't stay there long lol
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6 Mandy O
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This sounds really selfish but my best friend is annoying me.. She said really cruel things about one of our other friends but a week later posted snap chat pics saying 'having a brew with my bestie'
Mandy O
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When she's never classed her as a best friend n only ever said that about me.. She's split up with her bf of 6 mths n she keeps posting depression quotes and telling the world she's in pain n suffering.. Constantly

Mandy O
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She wasn't there when I was depressed n only messaged to brag about how happy she was n how loved up she was.. I want to be there for her but feel she's using the 'depression' card for sympathy n that hurts as I've suffered in silence n not once

Mandy O
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Mentioned it on social media or told people how I really felt ..(apart from her) I suffered in silence like most of us do... She only says she's depressed when she falls out with her bf.. Then suddenly she's cured when they get back together :/

Mandy O
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My moods ok but just needed to let this rant out to get it off my mind... It's so trivial and minor but sometimes we overthink the small things n it creates a much bigger problem in our minds.. So that's y I had to let it out on here.. Sorry guys lol

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Rorschach T
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On top of that, letting everyone know your business is not a good thing in the long run. It can come back to haunt us later.

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Cindy M
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I can understand why you feel that way, Mandy - I think many people don't understand that sadness, low etc are a very different thing from depression. That is not to dismiss those feelings, as they're very real and deep and need to be acknowledged

Cindy M
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and dealt with. But any of us who have been diagnosed with depression, but have also had those 'ordinary', transit

Cindy M
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*transitory feelings, understand the difference - and wouldn't wish it on anyone. One of the things I have to constantly remind myself is that right now I just feel low - as would anyone who is unemployed, struggles to pay even basic bills etc It's

Cindy M
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something my GP and I touch on regularly, partly to remind me how far I've come, in that on most days I can keep myself going and feel some hope. Hope you can still support your friend, as it is serious for her, tho it may not be depression. Maybe

Cindy M
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she'll understand more eventually thru her friendship with you. Big hugs xx

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Manda P
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Don't be sorry for your rant. I completely understand why you feel that way. BF says everyone experiences the feelings of depression when they go through a breakup or something similar, just not with the intensity of those diagnosed. It does sound...

Manda P
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...like she's just doing it to just intentionally get sympathy though. I post a lot of stuff about general & personal mental health on FB, but that was only after I 'came out' & wanted other people to know they're not alone. xx

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6 Mandy O
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Got woken up at 10.30am by my phone ringing ..but that's alright as I've had 9 hours sleep after 7.5mg zopiclone. My eyes are still so heavy and I'm craving coffee haha think I may nod back off tho
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Alena S
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I'm also having a sleepy Thursday, so there must have been something in our bamboo yesterday...))

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Jeff M
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Give in to the coffee...it's always there for you! <3 coffee!

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Manda P
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I'm wide awake & chipper though it could be that I had liquor this morning. I'm a bad girl. =p

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Mandy O
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Ahaha Alena :) I've slept well for three nights so I must have chomped on most of the bamboo that was stuffed with the mysterious sleep aid ingredient :) looks like I ate your share to then manda p :P

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6 Mandy O
5d ·
Yayy no anxiety attacks or emotional outbursts this evening feeling ok .. For 1am a 6 is impressive for me! Took two zopiclones and boy do I feeeeeel relaxed! Anytime soon I will be flat out for 12hrs
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Manda P
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I should take some Clonazapam now that I drank, but one of our cats is on my lap. I hate disturbing them. =(

Mandy O
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What's clonazapam manda p?? And aww your cats lucky to have you :) Just imagining you sat there like a statue so you didn't disturb your cat.. What's his/her name? X

Manda P
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It's Klonopin. An anti-anxiety. I do sit like a statue & let my bladder nearly burst & almost die of dehydration before I disturb my cats. =p Thier names are Sophie & Penelope. xx

Yondie Y
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Awwww I love the name Penelope it mines me of wreck-it-ralph and Sophie too.

Manda P
2d ·

Thanks, Yondie. I think their names are just perfect. Of course I have about a million nicknames for them too!

Yondie Y
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Ur welcome

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5 Mandy O
5d ·
Today noticed a new symptom - in my own mind I could have sworn I had put things in certain places - I could even remember events that happened for me to feel so certain but ppl say it didn't happen
Mandy O
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And then I'd find the things in a different place and then it triggered me to realise n remember i was mixing two different times n situations together that led me to be confused and so adamant I was right.. When I was wrong :/

Mandy O
5d ·

This is probably not making any sense to anyone .. I feel so confused and disorientated .. Never felt this before - feel I want to blame my medication

Ali H
5d ·

Wow that must be really confusing

Mandy O
5d ·

Yes I'm confused and most likely not making any sense with writing down my confusing thoughts but I'm writing it incase I need to tell my psychiatrist how my thoughts have been since the last appointment

Ali H
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Well Extra big hugs for you

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Han M
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have you tried to do a research on it? maybe there are other people who have experienced the same as you

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Manda P
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That does sound very confusing. I keep a notepad that I write down all of the things that happened or questions I have between appointments & take it with me. It's been a big help.

Mandy O
5d ·

Thanks guys and after reading your suggestion I looked it up Han M and it says certain medication to treat bipolar can cause memory confusion or loss and also could be if you are in between a mood swing or if you are manic

Mandy O
5d ·

And I should try that Twinny pops will do me good to do so xx

Alena S
5d ·

Mandy, I second your research on memory loss and confusion - I'm cyclothymic (so milder version of bp) but I've read the same stories in some drugs reviews and people's experiences. If you'll have an option to mention it to your p-doc, do that.

Mandy O
5d ·

Ahh thank you for sharing that Alena :) feel much more at ease now knowing you have also read read the same - I will Defo mention it xx

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