Because I got drunk I ended up phoning for some c***e which it was too late the guys said to which i then shouted at them n begged them n they said no still which now I'm glad n instead paid £10 in a cab to get mc D's now ready to sleep X
Don't get too drunk! ;) Haha
Yep, careful with the drink, who the hell am I to say that? I always push the limits. You shouldn't follow me on this one, Twinny. But have fun! xx
A night out with you sounds like a laugh then, Mandy P, haha! X
Thanks guys I'm one to go wild n never know when to stop n will get myself in sticky situations but I didn't tonight n I am safe at home in bed now :)
Hope it goes well Mandy
Thanks R! It went really well . Had to shorten your name as a little drunk squinting and the finger I use type with; the nail broke lol
No worries. Can't believe you can't spell Rorschach when you're drunk. That's very strange :P
When she's never classed her as a best friend n only ever said that about me.. She's split up with her bf of 6 mths n she keeps posting depression quotes and telling the world she's in pain n suffering.. Constantly
She wasn't there when I was depressed n only messaged to brag about how happy she was n how loved up she was.. I want to be there for her but feel she's using the 'depression' card for sympathy n that hurts as I've suffered in silence n not once
Mentioned it on social media or told people how I really felt ..(apart from her) I suffered in silence like most of us do... She only says she's depressed when she falls out with her bf.. Then suddenly she's cured when they get back together :/
My moods ok but just needed to let this rant out to get it off my mind... It's so trivial and minor but sometimes we overthink the small things n it creates a much bigger problem in our minds.. So that's y I had to let it out on here.. Sorry guys lol
On top of that, letting everyone know your business is not a good thing in the long run. It can come back to haunt us later.
I can understand why you feel that way, Mandy - I think many people don't understand that sadness, low etc are a very different thing from depression. That is not to dismiss those feelings, as they're very real and deep and need to be acknowledged
and dealt with. But any of us who have been diagnosed with depression, but have also had those 'ordinary', transit
*transitory feelings, understand the difference - and wouldn't wish it on anyone. One of the things I have to constantly remind myself is that right now I just feel low - as would anyone who is unemployed, struggles to pay even basic bills etc It's
something my GP and I touch on regularly, partly to remind me how far I've come, in that on most days I can keep myself going and feel some hope. Hope you can still support your friend, as it is serious for her, tho it may not be depression. Maybe
she'll understand more eventually thru her friendship with you. Big hugs xx
Don't be sorry for your rant. I completely understand why you feel that way. BF says everyone experiences the feelings of depression when they go through a breakup or something similar, just not with the intensity of those diagnosed. It does sound...
...like she's just doing it to just intentionally get sympathy though. I post a lot of stuff about general & personal mental health on FB, but that was only after I 'came out' & wanted other people to know they're not alone. xx
I'm also having a sleepy Thursday, so there must have been something in our bamboo yesterday...))
Give in to the coffee...it's always there for you! <3 coffee!
I'm wide awake & chipper though it could be that I had liquor this morning. I'm a bad girl. =p
Ahaha Alena :) I've slept well for three nights so I must have chomped on most of the bamboo that was stuffed with the mysterious sleep aid ingredient :) looks like I ate your share to then manda p :P
I should take some Clonazapam now that I drank, but one of our cats is on my lap. I hate disturbing them. =(
What's clonazapam manda p?? And aww your cats lucky to have you :) Just imagining you sat there like a statue so you didn't disturb your cat.. What's his/her name? X
It's Klonopin. An anti-anxiety. I do sit like a statue & let my bladder nearly burst & almost die of dehydration before I disturb my cats. =p Thier names are Sophie & Penelope. xx
Awwww I love the name Penelope it mines me of wreck-it-ralph and Sophie too.
Thanks, Yondie. I think their names are just perfect. Of course I have about a million nicknames for them too!
And then I'd find the things in a different place and then it triggered me to realise n remember i was mixing two different times n situations together that led me to be confused and so adamant I was right.. When I was wrong :/
This is probably not making any sense to anyone .. I feel so confused and disorientated .. Never felt this before - feel I want to blame my medication
Wow that must be really confusing
Yes I'm confused and most likely not making any sense with writing down my confusing thoughts but I'm writing it incase I need to tell my psychiatrist how my thoughts have been since the last appointment
Well Extra big hugs for you
have you tried to do a research on it? maybe there are other people who have experienced the same as you
That does sound very confusing. I keep a notepad that I write down all of the things that happened or questions I have between appointments & take it with me. It's been a big help.
Thanks guys and after reading your suggestion I looked it up Han M and it says certain medication to treat bipolar can cause memory confusion or loss and also could be if you are in between a mood swing or if you are manic
And I should try that Twinny pops will do me good to do so xx
Mandy, I second your research on memory loss and confusion - I'm cyclothymic (so milder version of bp) but I've read the same stories in some drugs reviews and people's experiences. If you'll have an option to mention it to your p-doc, do that.
Ahh thank you for sharing that Alena :) feel much more at ease now knowing you have also read read the same - I will Defo mention it xx