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5 Kaya L
6d ·
help: what do i do when i want to find a 'simple' job although even though i have a good education and work experience? obvs i can't say i want to get a simple job to sort my mental health out i'm
Kaya L
6d ·

getting 0 responses when i apply for shops or cafes..even tried to go in a shop and ask and they said use our website, i did and didn't get an answer, feel it might be my background... i feel soooo stressed at work but rated 5 because i can think

Kaya L
6d ·

clearly and feel weirdly determined and look forward to meet E tomorrow

Kaya L
6d ·

i realised i can function well weirdly when i overstrain myself but often the next days are really difficult

Kaya L
6d ·

probs i'm worse than a 5 actually haha exhausted.....

Gabrielle H
6d ·

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Ian D
6d ·

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Manda P
6d ·

Hi, Kaya! Nice to have you back. I wish I had advice but I have very little job hunting & work history. Fingers crossed you get something soon. πŸ’–

Kaya L
6d ·

Thanks Gabrielle, Ian, Manda <3 thank you!! trying to log more frequently! i tried morning pages but i believe it's better to share with the pandas xx

Robin R
6d ·

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Robin R
6d ·

they might have an application available but not really be hiring at the moment. if you really think it's your resume, just leave out some of the stuff

Albertine M
5d ·

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Albertine M
5d ·

Hi Kayabear! Great to see you! I've been in a similar situation in the past, and with some employers it helped to use a brief covering letter or intro to CV explaining that I was deliberately looking for and committed to this type of work

Albertine M
5d ·

It won't work with every employer, but some will be happy to consider you if they know that this is something you've chosen to do

me M
5d ·

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10 Kaya L
01 Jan 2019 ·
had the best NYE at a friends with tv/music/food/drinks and even 2 dogs <3, felt so happy, and things with my family are sorted too! I feel so happy
Katie Rose S
01 Jan 2019 ·

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Katie Rose S
01 Jan 2019 ·

That's brilliant! Good to see you so happy, you deserve it <3 <3

Kaya L
01 Jan 2019 ·

Thank you Katie Rose :)))

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5 Kaya L
30 Dec 2018 ·
low energy level despite sleeping loads, felt miserable and anxious today, even scared to call family...but i want to make plans and open up more to my loved ones and stop being miserable
Split P
30 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
31 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
31 Dec 2018 ·

Aw, sorry to see this, Kaya. I hope you are able to open up. I'm sure everyone would be glad to listen & offer support. Thinking of you. πŸ’–

Katie Rose S
31 Dec 2018 ·

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5 Kaya L
30 Dec 2018 ·
Oh my forgot to log! Lots of sleeping and not taking care of myself properly...Xmas was fun though with E, after that sleep coma at home though. Parents aren't happy with me, struggle to communicate
Natalie C
30 Dec 2018 ·

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Natalie C
30 Dec 2018 ·

Glad you had a nice christmas Kara, you done the right thing with self care :)

Robert H
30 Dec 2018 ·

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Albertine M
30 Dec 2018 ·

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Kaya L
30 Dec 2018 ·

thanks Pandas x

Manda P
31 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
31 Dec 2018 ·

Glad you had a good Christmas, Kaya. I hope you find better ways to communicate with your parents. It's really important!

Katie Rose S
31 Dec 2018 ·

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Kaya L
01 Jan 2019 ·

Aw thanks, Manda and Katie too! It's much better now Manda, thank you so much xx

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9 Kaya L
07 Dec 2018 ·
Feel happy about the weekend and having Monday off! Have a German friend visiting tomorrow, today seing E<3
Xavier M
07 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
09 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
09 Dec 2018 ·

Kaaaaaayyyyyyaaaaaa!!!! πŸ’š

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4 Kaya L
05 Dec 2018 ·
feeling exhausted. Want to start to track my mood again. Phone crashed and I can hardly use it but will try and use the web version for a bit...funny i am back again with a face mask and try to relax
Kaya L
05 Dec 2018 ·

actually more a 5 i am feeling ok, just very tired and overthinking...very happy with E he's a big support, also thankful for my family and my grandma published her book

nixiblu .
05 Dec 2018 ·

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nixiblu .
05 Dec 2018 ·

Wow.

nixiblu .
05 Dec 2018 ·

Go grandma

Penelope P
05 Dec 2018 ·

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Jenny D
05 Dec 2018 ·

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Robert H
06 Dec 2018 ·

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Xavier M
06 Dec 2018 ·

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me M
06 Dec 2018 ·

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Albertine M
06 Dec 2018 ·

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Kaya L
07 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks all pandas x yes nixiblu she's 87 haha today she is presenting it to some audience

Manda P
09 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
09 Dec 2018 ·

Wow! Go, grandma, indeed! Glad to see you back, Kaya! πŸ’–

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6 Kaya L
28 Mar 2018 ·
Relaxation, self care (face mask) & gratitude about relationships
Herbie M
15 May 2018 ·

Ooooh! Face masks are love, right?! 😍

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5 Kaya L
25 Mar 2018 ·
Very tired today/yesterday. Friday was fun had the day off, did some shopping, went for coffee, to a concert and clubbing πŸ˜‚ with E! He said he loved me for the first time πŸ’— I miss him
Keeping Track A
25 Mar 2018 ·

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4 Kaya L
21 Mar 2018 ·
Very exhausted
Line R
21 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
21 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
22 Mar 2018 ·

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6 Kaya L
20 Mar 2018 ·
Yogi tea at work: 'kindness is the essence of life'πŸ’˜ was tired before but this made me feel better. Also I feel so much love for E recently, it's a nice an scary feeling, becoming stronger over time
Kaya L
20 Mar 2018 ·

Aw I sound weird, we're together but non of us said yet 'I love you' once he said on the phone 'love ya' :D I think he knows though I do, I'm so glad to have him in my life and he's really good to me, it's more about actions than words.. just

Kaya L
20 Mar 2018 ·

Sometimes I'm worried he wouldn't like me anymore although there is no valid reason and I freak out and e notices haha

Lydia R
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
20 Mar 2018 ·

I'm so happy you guys are still going strong! No need to worry. I hope he is reassuring in those situations. πŸ’–

Natalie C
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Kaya L
21 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you Lydia, Natalie, manda πŸ’—πŸ’— very kind! Yes he does! I feel he understands me emotionally although i struggle to explain all ha

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6 Kaya L
18 Mar 2018 ·
Ha a very nice time in London and then met E and friends, today was just quiet, I stressed a bit in my head but actually I'm fine haha
Miles W
18 Mar 2018 ·

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Noel L
18 Mar 2018 ·

Good for you Kaya

Lieteke G
18 Mar 2018 ·

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Albertine M
18 Mar 2018 ·

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7 Kaya L
15 Mar 2018 ·
Off to London to meet a friend I didn't see in a long time!
Manda P
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
15 Mar 2018 ·

Hi, Kaya! Hope you have a wonderful time! πŸ’–

Lydia R
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Albertine M
17 Mar 2018 ·

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Kaya L
18 Mar 2018 ·

Aw thanks manda, Lydia, Jeff, Cindy! β˜ΊοΈπŸ’—πŸ’—

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4 Kaya L
14 Mar 2018 ·
Exhausted! Had bad chest pains at work and no break, went for a house viewing later and had food & Sports/yoga clothes :) got a promo! Spoke with mum, she didn't seem happy, it's so hard to talk with
Michelle W
14 Mar 2018 ·

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Kaya L
14 Mar 2018 ·

The ones who love me the most and it makes me sad.. I'm struggling so much to open up and they don't understand me easily because they're so different.. I feel I need to explain every little thing I do and it's tiring and difficult

Kaya L
14 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks Michelle!

Odie W
14 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
14 Mar 2018 ·

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Miles W
14 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Kaya L
18 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you manda, miles, Jeff! X

Kaya L
18 Mar 2018 ·

And odie!

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7 Kaya L
12 Mar 2018 ·
Tired but very happy! Had so much fun with E yesterday and stayed over. Felt the loveπŸ’— work was a bit boring but I'm feeling calm and confident there at least which is a progress
Silke V
12 Mar 2018 ·

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Zoe D
12 Mar 2018 ·

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Sara H
12 Mar 2018 ·

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Albertine M
12 Mar 2018 ·

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Kaya L
13 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks guys! X

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6 Kaya L
11 Mar 2018 ·
Weekend was slow, mostly life admin but looking forward to a concert with E tonight :) also I hated tidying up but recently enjoy it, that's a progress
Beeds B
11 Mar 2018 ·

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Noel L
11 Mar 2018 ·

Enjoy the concert Kaya

Albertine M
11 Mar 2018 ·

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Kaya L
12 Mar 2018 ·

Aw thanks so much! Noel, it was very nice!

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6 Kaya L
09 Mar 2018 ·
Back again on here!
Lydia R
09 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
09 Mar 2018 ·

Welcome back!

Kaya L
09 Mar 2018 ·

Aw thanks Lydia :) x

Justin P
10 Mar 2018 ·

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Love 1
10 Mar 2018 ·

Welcome back!

Kaya L
11 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks Justin & love <3 :)

Justin P
12 Mar 2018 ·

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6 Kaya L
22 Dec 2017 ·
Happy feelings
Jeff M
22 Dec 2017 ·

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Geri P
22 Dec 2017 ·

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Noel L
22 Dec 2017 ·

Nice Kaya. What a difference a day makes

Love 1
22 Dec 2017 ·

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Liz S
22 Dec 2017 ·

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Lex M
22 Dec 2017 ·

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Silke V
22 Dec 2017 ·

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4 Kaya L
21 Dec 2017 ·
Sad feelings
Zoe D
21 Dec 2017 ·

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Natalie C
21 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
21 Dec 2017 ·

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Kaya L
22 Dec 2017 ·

Thanks Zoe, Natalie, Jeff XX

Lex M
22 Dec 2017 ·

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Tealshade R
24 Dec 2017 ·

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5 Kaya L
20 Dec 2017 ·
Brainwashed at work, conscious after yoga
Kaya L
21 Dec 2017 ·

Tomorrow dogs and kids st work, I will try to make the best out of my day. I'm creating my own agenda

Kyle K
21 Dec 2017 ·

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Manda P
21 Dec 2017 ·

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Kaya L
21 Dec 2017 ·

Thanks Kyle & manda <3

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5 Kaya L
19 Dec 2017 ·
Sleep meditation
Tim G
19 Dec 2017 ·

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Kaya L
19 Dec 2017 ·

Thank you tim!

Babie C
19 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
19 Dec 2017 ·

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Raf F
20 Dec 2017 ·

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Love 1
20 Dec 2017 ·

puts me to sleep.

Silke V
20 Dec 2017 ·

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Kaya L
20 Dec 2017 ·

Thanks pandas <3

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