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0 Emma Luna L
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I feel like no one cares about me anymore, not even here on MP....
Mark W
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Dan P
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Sending you lots of love xxx

Metron A
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Jeff M
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Jeff M
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We care! We're here for you!

Tasha S
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Tasha S
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We do care, hope you are ok :(

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0 Emma Luna L
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Somebody give me a hammer. I wanna break all the clocks and the mirrors. To go back to a time that was different. A time when i... Didn't feel like there was something missing.....
Tania P
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Tania P
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5 Emma Luna L
05 Jan 2018 ·
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0 Emma Luna L
27 Dec 2017 ·
Nu mom thinks i'm feeling better lately, just because i dont cut anymore... But i'm so depressed. I feellike i can talk to her, but also not. If i would tell her about my past $uicideattempts she
Emma Luna L
27 Dec 2017 ·

Would deffenitly let me see a therapist or something, she said she would do that only if i would cut again

Emma Luna L
27 Dec 2017 ·

Well then if she found i tried to kill myself, she would defently force me to mental care

Emma Luna L
27 Dec 2017 ·

And i dont want that!

Nicole Z
27 Dec 2017 · NEW

i know how bad this sucks. I have

Nicole Z
27 Dec 2017 · NEW

I have went through this too, and eventually I went to therapy and after awhile I felt sooooo much better. Idk maybe give it a try? It doesn't hurt.. if you don't like it try your best to not bottle up your feelings, as it makes it worse.

Nicole Z
27 Dec 2017 · NEW

Always tell somebody if something bothers you, and also ask them for advice. Just remember that if you need somebody to talk to, I'm always here! :)

Nicole Z
27 Dec 2017 · NEW

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Rosie L
02 Jan 2018 ·

Hi my love. Haven't seen you here for a while, thinking of you and hoping you are ok. Happy new year to you xx

Edward C
02 Jan 2018 ·

Hey Emma, glad to hear from you again, in spite of what it's about, 'was getting worried. Sorry that you're going through a tough period right now. We know and understand that it's difficult, but in the long run it works out for the best to get help.

Belle X
04 Jan 2018 ·

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0 Emma Luna L
13 Dec 2017 ·
Need to go to school in an hour😭 https://www.instagram.com/p/BcoZG4VnsJs/
Noel L
13 Dec 2017 ·

I hope school is better for you today than the list of things in that list Emma. Have a good day

Aspie T
13 Dec 2017 ·

God, I loved school.

Kristin L
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Random 7
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
13 Dec 2017 ·

School makes me feel exactly like that list Noel 😁

Lex M
13 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
22 Dec 2017 ·

Not heard from you for a few days Emma. Hope you are well.

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2 Emma Luna L
13 Dec 2017 ·
Don't really know if i'm feeling depressed or not.... Everything is kinda numb to me. :(
Azych N
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
13 Dec 2017 ·

Oops, i meant thnx😅

Babie C
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Noel L
13 Dec 2017 ·

Maybe check with your doctor Emma?

Aspie T
13 Dec 2017 ·

Or try not labelling your feelings with something and just *be*, as a human. Let whatever the feeling is pass over.

Random 7
13 Dec 2017 ·

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0 Emma Luna L
09 Dec 2017 ·
My mom found out i cutted myself... She was a bit mad at first, but then started crying real bad. We where both cryin much, we talked about what to do now.... She will try to help me get trough it...
Love 1
09 Dec 2017 ·

The Zen poet Thich Nhat Hanh writes: 'No mud, no lotus.' The mud is suffering, its the undesirable stuff we want to be rid of. W/o mud, however, the lotus will not flower. You are in pain. Youre mother is suffering to see you cut. Thats the mud.

Love 1
09 Dec 2017 ·

Love is there, too. The lotus of love is flowering. She is standing by you w/ the strength of a mothers love.

Anna N
09 Dec 2017 ·

I'm glad your mother wants to help. It's good to have people who care about you! Big hugs

Love 1
09 Dec 2017 ·

We, too, are here, sending you our love and hugs. The lotus of compassion is flowering within you. There are depths of empathy & compassion we can only acquire through suffering. May today's pain be the stuff of tomorrows joy & wisdom.

Jeff M
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
09 Dec 2017 ·

Her anger is probably out of fear. So happy she will be there for you and helping you!

Cindy M
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Cindy M
09 Dec 2017 ·

Glad your mom is there for you - thinking of you xx

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Kristin L
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Metron A
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Metron A
09 Dec 2017 ·

Having someone on your side is so wonderful.

John T
09 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
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Christina S
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Lex M
10 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
10 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx everyone, i really appreciatie the support. Love to all of you pandas xx

Rosie L
11 Dec 2017 ·

Agree with Jeff, she must have been scared. That must have been a tough moment for you both - but how amazing to have someone help you! I'm so happy your mum is with you xx

Emma Luna L
12 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx rosie xx

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Belle X
04 Jan 2018 ·

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0 Emma Luna L
08 Dec 2017 ·
School untill 5 pm
Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

1st day of studies I finish at 8:45pm.

Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

2nd day at 8pm. 3rd day of uni' I get home around 8:30-45.... I actually finish at 3:15pm,, but then have work experience on a horse ranch (that also does therapeutic riding), so that makes up for it and is a great way to finsh the week. :)

Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

Any ranches/farms near you?

Liz K
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
08 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
09 Dec 2017 ·

Yes there is a little ranch nearby Edward, but i'm terrefied for horses😅

Edward C
09 Dec 2017 ·

XD How about ponies? Hey, any animal farm will do... Apart from the one in the book Animal Farm. ; )

Edward C
09 Dec 2017 ·

(Ho do we do smilies on here? I feel like I'm missing out, and not able to fully communicate myself)

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0 Emma Luna L
07 Dec 2017 ·
https://www.instagram.com/p/BcaEwOTnAcs/ Couldn't stop feeling like $hit, so i kinda started again.....😰
George S
07 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
07 Dec 2017 ·

Oh babes

John T
07 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
07 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
07 Dec 2017 ·

Think about calling a crisis line so you can talk it through anonymously.

Jeff M
07 Dec 2017 ·

Aww...hope you're ok, Emma!

Margot L
07 Dec 2017 ·

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Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

'Sorry that you're going through this, even more sorry that can't be there to help you get through this. But please, find someone you can talk to and confide in. x {warm embracing hug}

Christina S
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
09 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx Edward, and the rest also ofcourse xxx

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3 Emma Luna L
06 Dec 2017 ·
Today will be my second day as an 15 year old. My bday yesterday was ok, got nice presents, and there was a nice cake. But i still felt kinda depressed/down... I need to stop that feeling, asap...
George S
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
06 Dec 2017 ·

I'm glad it was a nice day! It's ok to recognize that you're depressed or down. See it and acknowledge it and let it exist... just don't grow it or dwell on it and make it bigger. Hope your 2nd day is even better than the 1st! :)

Ecila E
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
06 Dec 2017 ·

It's hard. With all the presents and cake in the world, I understand. Depression isn't about not being grateful though :) we can only do our best and try to live in the present, more positively! Wow 15 years old! Wait till you start hitting your

Rosie L
06 Dec 2017 ·

Late 20's 😂 you have pleeeenty of time! Xx

Emma Luna L
07 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx for the hugs xx. Thnx Jeff, hope you had a good day too. Hahaha rosie, your right, i can wait a while for that😂

Christina S
07 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
07 Dec 2017 ·

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0 Emma Luna L
04 Dec 2017 ·
Tomorrow is my Bday... I dont't want to celebrate that i'm a year older, not if i don't want to be even alive now.... Feeling depressed about even thinking of it😰😩😭
Metron A
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Metron A
04 Dec 2017 ·

You don't have to celebrate, but be kind to yourself today. It sounds like you could use it. Good luck.

Babie C
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Kristin L
04 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
04 Dec 2017 ·

Emma, you do what ever you like on your birthday. I will wish you a Happy Birthday from now with lots of love, happiness and joy from that day forth. Love George x

George S
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

Happy birthday, Emmabear! I know what you mean about birthdays. Mine is next week. I hate them...a reminder that so little has changed in a year. BUT I always try to use it as an opportunity to spoil myself. I figure, if no one else cares about me...

Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

...at least for one day, I will be super nice to me. I eat super good meals and buy myself something and try to make the day about me. You should do the same. People do care about you, but you have to love yourself a bit, at least that day! :)

Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

I hope you make it a great day!

Emma Luna L
04 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx metron, George and Jeff for the nice replies, that sounds like a good idea Jeff i will try to spoil myself tomorrow, and thnx for the hugs all of you pandas xxx

Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

Happy birthday my beautiful bear! A year wiser, a year stronger. A year towards more positive change xx

Jeff M
05 Dec 2017 ·

Happy actual birthday, Emma! I hope you have a wonderful day!

Emma Luna L
06 Dec 2017 ·

Thmx Jeff and rosie xx 😊

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0 Emma Luna L
02 Dec 2017 ·
I feel like cutting again....
Jewel M
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Ethan C
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Alicia B
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Alicia B
02 Dec 2017 ·

I've seen in a documentary about BPD that some people use ice when they want to self harm, one holds it in one's hand. It hurts but no scars.

George S
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

Alicia's suggestion sounds like a fantastic stepping stone. Be strong like I know you are 🙂 xx

Ethan C
05 Dec 2017 ·

If you feel like cutting pinch your inner thigh, it hurts no scars and if you don't like blood that's a bonus! Hope you feel better now though!

Emma Luna L
06 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx for the tips xx

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0 Emma Luna L
01 Dec 2017 ·
Sick of crying, tired of trying..... Yes i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying.....
Tasha S
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
01 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
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Kristin L
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John T
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Lex M
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

I feel like this too sometimes...on those days I try to eat well and sleep well xx

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1 Emma Luna L
01 Dec 2017 ·
https://www.instagram.com/p/BcJhA2nnc4d/ Re-opened an insta account, will be posting my feelings there too. I hope i might find calmness by expressing myself.....
Crystal C
01 Dec 2017 ·

I followed you if that's ok?

Emma Luna L
01 Dec 2017 ·

Yeah sure

Crystal C
01 Dec 2017 ·

My family is on mine so I try not get too dark ... they don't handle me well when I'm in a state and my bf doesn't really notice until Im crying in the bathroom not being kind to myself :/

Lydia R
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
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Kristin L
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
01 Dec 2017 ·

I understand you crystal, my mom acts the same too

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2 Emma Luna L
30 Nov 2017 ·
Nose still hurts very much...😅 Got my school rapport, already failing 4 classes😥 i hope i get my grades up.....
Kristin L
30 Nov 2017 ·

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Jeff M
30 Nov 2017 ·

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Rosie L
30 Nov 2017 ·

How was it today? Don't worry, still plenty of time to pull up grades. You've had a tough time lately. I remember getting pretty poor grades in my first year of gcse's but I turned it around. You will too :) xx

Emma Luna L
01 Dec 2017 ·

Hey rosie, my morning just started so untill now quite good. You r right, i hope i will get better grades with the time xx

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0 Emma Luna L
29 Nov 2017 ·
Almost broke my node at judo... It is all bruised and swolen (opgezwollen, i dont know how to say it in english) i feel like people at school will laugh at me... Already terrefied for going to school.
Kristin L
29 Nov 2017 ·

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29 Nov 2017 ·

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Love 1
29 Nov 2017 ·

wishing you a speedy recovery

Emma Luna L
29 Nov 2017 ·

Thnx love1

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Rosie L
29 Nov 2017 ·

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Rosie L
29 Nov 2017 ·

Rise above it Emma, it is not worth your peace, these kids are mean! You do not deserve their hassle xx I'll be thinking of you x

Rosie L
29 Nov 2017 ·

Stay strong like I know you can! We got this 👊

Emma Luna L
30 Nov 2017 ·

Thnx rosie xx

Emma Luna L
30 Nov 2017 ·

And thnx everyone for the hugs xx

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0 Emma Luna L
27 Nov 2017 ·
Bf didnt show up today, we where suposed to do something fun together😥. It hurted me that he didnt came, eventhough he said he would😰.... Feel giant urge to cut myself again😭😭😲
Aspie T
27 Nov 2017 ·

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George S
28 Nov 2017 ·

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George S
28 Nov 2017 ·

Emma I'm sure of you speak to him their may have been some reason he didn't make it

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28 Nov 2017 ·

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0 Emma Luna L
27 Nov 2017 ·
Today is the first after 3 weeks that i cutted myself again, very dissapointed in me... I thought i could handle it, i was doing so well... But niw im in a giant wave of negative thoughts, drowning me
Jeff M
27 Nov 2017 ·

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Jeff M
27 Nov 2017 ·

Don't be ashamed of a slip. All forward progress is marked by occasional slips back. See it as a sign of how important to you it is to not slip again. Sometimes we need those reminders.

Jeff M
27 Nov 2017 ·

As others said, you have been very strong! And you recognize that you don't want to keep doing this. That's a great thing. Forgive yourself for your slip and keep moving forward. You can do it!

Tasha S
27 Nov 2017 ·

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Margot L
27 Nov 2017 ·

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Kristin L
27 Nov 2017 ·

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George S
27 Nov 2017 ·

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George S
27 Nov 2017 ·

Oh babes, you were doing so well. Let's get you back on track again. You're a fantastic and strong woman

Angel W
27 Nov 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
27 Nov 2017 ·

Thnx everyone for the support, it really makes me feel a bit better now😅

Rosie L
27 Nov 2017 ·

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Rosie L
27 Nov 2017 ·

Three weeks has been amazing, focus on what an achievement that has been!💙 Take this as a blip, I know it's hard when you feel consumed. But you can have control over this and I absolutely believe you can get you back to three weeks and more...

Rosie L
27 Nov 2017 ·

You are strong and smart. Xx

Rosie L
27 Nov 2017 ·

And we all love you here ☺️😘💙

Branegan B
27 Nov 2017 ·

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Julia L
27 Nov 2017 ·

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2 Emma Luna L
26 Nov 2017 ·
Depressive the last few days😶
Noel L
26 Nov 2017 ·

Sorry to hear that emma. I hope you feel better soon

Lex M
26 Nov 2017 ·

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Natália B
26 Nov 2017 ·

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Clara B
26 Nov 2017 ·

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Alicia B
26 Nov 2017 ·

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Alicia B
26 Nov 2017 ·

Same here, maybe the season has a part to play in this? Hope we both feel better soon.

Natália B
26 Nov 2017 ·

Remember you're not alone, I feel the same way the most of the time but we're better then that

Babie C
26 Nov 2017 ·

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George S
26 Nov 2017 ·

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George S
26 Nov 2017 ·

What's happening Emma

Lydia R
26 Nov 2017 ·

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Margot L
26 Nov 2017 ·

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Kristin L
26 Nov 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
27 Nov 2017 ·

Thnx Noel and Alicia, i hope so too. Ik know Natália, but it is hard to rembefor yourself. Well George, i dont really know, im in a huge dip again. I dont feel good at all... Thnx everyone fir the hugs xx

Rosie L
27 Nov 2017 ·

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Julia L
27 Nov 2017 ·

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Noel L
27 Nov 2017 ·

Do you need professional help Emma? Is there support you can access?

Emma Luna L
27 Nov 2017 ·

No Noel unfortunately not...

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27 Nov 2017 · NEW

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5 Emma Luna L
22 Nov 2017 ·
https://www.instagram.com/p/BbFHuGEBjvG/ Happy Bday dear boyfriend💕💕🎉❤️🙌 (@ my insta no one knows how i feel most of the time...)
Emma Luna L
22 Nov 2017 ·

Please dont put anything about moodpanda on my insta, cause no one knows...

George S
22 Nov 2017 ·

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Éva H
22 Nov 2017 ·

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Kristin L
22 Nov 2017 ·

Wow, you are so beautiful Emma! Hope you and your boyfriend have a nice day today.

Natalie C
22 Nov 2017 ·

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Tasha S
22 Nov 2017 ·

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Jeff M
22 Nov 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
22 Nov 2017 ·

Thnx Kristin☺️

Lex M
22 Nov 2017 ·

Looking great you both. Nevertheless, security expert in me just 😨 at all this personal information. This is how info leaks 🙁

George S
22 Nov 2017 ·

I do agree with kristin absolutely wow both of you. However Lex is right please be careful with your security

Emma Luna L
23 Nov 2017 ·

Yeah i Agree with both of you, but my insta is already public so the info was already open... But i'll look out ofcourse

Margot L
23 Nov 2017 ·

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Love 1
26 Nov 2017 ·

Cutie pies. :) God bless you both!

Love 1
26 Nov 2017 ·

And I agree with the fellas. Protect your privacy. I teach the dark side of tech. Too many case studies of tech gone wrong.

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