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0 Gabrielle H
3h ·
I got to see my friend but it was in a group and it was just wierd... A lot of tension I think, not sure tho. Cried a little today
Metron A
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Jenny D
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0 Gabrielle H
6h ·
One of my best friends was meant to meet me today. Hes sent all of 3 words to me today and we haven't met up, I haven't seen him although I've seen him with his mates tho...
John T
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Quinny J
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0 Gabrielle H
24h ·
Really don't feel good... Stomach's acting up again, head hurts, dizzy af and my sides absolutely kill 😭. Imma yeet myself outta window at this rate. Need cuddles from a certain person 😭
Gy G
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Quinny J
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John T
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1 Gabrielle H
2d ·
Been very dizzy and nauseous today. Been advised by friends to go to the doctors about it. Mum's making it seem like nothing which is really invalidating which makes me feel silly...
Jen B
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nixiblu .
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Meri C
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Meri C
2d ·

Ugh I hate when that kind of invalidation happens, I hope handling it isn't too hard for you ❀️

Quinny J
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Gabrielle H
2d ·

Thank you for the hugs guys. I'm trying to make the best decision I can and I think I'm gonna go to the doctors about it since I think it's my meds causing this

John T
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Anna D
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1 Gabrielle H
3d ·
It's been a bad health day today. Feeling pretty bad right now, I can't concentrate properly so I can't do my work, I just... It's hard and it sucks and I don't know what to do about it
John T
3d ·

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John T
3d ·

Keep reaching out but don't sugar coat it. You're brave but it's ok to feel weak. It's illness, not your fault. All pandas are here for you. I hope you have a better day soon.

Gabrielle H
3d ·

Thank you John, I really appreciate that πŸ™‚. I'm not brave though

John T
3d ·

Anyone who suffers is, in my opinion, braver, stronger, and more emotionally aware than those who don't.

John T
3d ·

(At least, I tell myself that after 15+ years of suffering! :P )

Quinny J
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Gabrielle H
3d ·

Can't fault the logic there! You're a really awesome and brave person John!

Gabrielle H
3d ·

And thank you for the hug Quinny

Jen B
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0 Gabrielle H
4d ·
Very sore, dizzy, lightheaded and nauseous this morning and I havent gotten up yet... Today ain't gonna be a good one, can just tell
Ian D
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me M
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Robert H
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Jenny D
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Quinny J
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5 Gabrielle H
4d ·
I want to get back into dance because I love it but I don't think my original plan of dance is the way to go for me anymore. I'm planning on starting Pole Dancing... The assumptions are just wrong
Gabrielle H
4d ·

People assume pole dance is just for strippers via the TV when it's so much more than that, yeah you can do it to be a stripper but you can use it as an art form and empowerment

Quinny J
4d ·

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Quinny J
4d ·

You do you!! Ignore anyone that judges you

Zoe D
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John T
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Ian D
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Ian D
4d ·

Not going to admit to being an expert on the subject ;-) but it does seem to require a good deal of skill and strength to do it well.

nixiblu .
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nixiblu .
4d ·

I did my 1st class on Friday. And Melody panda started this week too. It's hard work,but fun. Enjoy. X

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0 Gabrielle H
5d ·
On SC last night I posted that I wasn't in a good place and could someone write me something nice to wake up to... 15 people saw it and not one said anything to me...
Gabrielle H
5d ·

Feeling more and more alone and like I shouldn't exist because nobody cares...

Spacekitten V
5d ·

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Spacekitten V
5d ·

Truth is, a lot of people dont care. But there are a few who do.

Spacekitten V
5d ·

I pressed Enter too fast.

Spacekitten V
5d ·

I pressed enter too fast. I wanted to szy that there are people who care about you but social media is such a toxic platform. Maybe its best to shut it down for a while and surround yourself with good people who you actually have a good bond with :-)

me M
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Anna D
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Anna D
4d ·

I agree with Spacekitten. If no-one on a social media answers, it doesn't mean there is no one who cares. And maybe they just didn't know what to write so that you feel better, that can be so if they have no experience with depression...

Manda P
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Gabrielle H
4d ·

Thank you guys. I needed to hear that :). There are people who care they just didn't see the post and they don't know my mental state which isn't their fault

nixiblu .
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Tim S
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5 Gabrielle H
5d ·
Friend's been diagnosed with PoTs and it's making me curious as to if I have it too. Like I've noticed myself getting the symptoms she's describing for a long while now...
Gabrielle H
5d ·

I don't think it's just my brain playing tricks on me this time, I think there's a chance or maybe it's something else or maybe it's nothing. It'd be nice to know for sure tho

Robert H
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Quinny J
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0 Gabrielle H
5d ·
My head's pounding, feel like I'm going to throw up from it :(. Every loud ish sound has felt as loud as a gunshot recently... Unsure why yet
Quinny J
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Quinny J
5d ·

Feel better soon

Jeff M
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Anna D
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Ade W
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Ade W
5d ·

Feft like this Tuesday migraine for 3 days not nice

Gabrielle H
5d ·

That sounds awful Ade! Still hurting and still feel sick but a bit better than before now Quinny. Thank you for the hugs guys

nixiblu .
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0 Gabrielle H
5d ·
Not sure what to do about how I'm feeling atm... Do I go to the hospital and risk my mum finding out or do I just make an appointment with my GP and ask for something more...
John T
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John T
5d ·

No shame in either of those things. I've done both before and I've found with some extra help I get better.

me M
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Anna D
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Anna D
5d ·

I think you don't have to worry about any of these.

Robert H
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Jeff M
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Jeff M
5d ·

Yes, do what you have to do right now. Take care of yourself in these lowest moments...you can worry about what your mother would think or whatever later. Just talk to someone now, don't wait.

Quinny J
5d ·

You do what you think is best for you. Hopefully things will get better

Quinny J
5d ·

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Gabrielle H
5d ·

Thank you pandas. I'm trying to make a good decision and one I feel comfortable with, I really appreciate your advice

Ade W
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0 Gabrielle H
6d ·
I have so much left to do but no motivation or energy atm... I have to sing tomorrow and I'm on the edge... It's horrible and I don't like it
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Quinny J
6d ·

Best of luck with your singing tomorrow!! I do hope it goes well x

Quinny J
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Gabrielle H
6d ·

Thanks for the hugs guys ☺️. Quinny I hope it goes well too 🀞, thank you

Anna D
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nixiblu .
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Gabrielle H
5d ·

It wasn't my best performance by a mile :(

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0 Gabrielle H
6d ·
Really need life to be over right now 😭
G J
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Gy G
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nixiblu .
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Quinny J
6d ·

I hope things get better for you

Quinny J
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Sam M
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Gabrielle H
6d ·

Thank you

Anna D
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Anna D
5d ·

I hope you feel better now...

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0 Gabrielle H
6d ·
Been feeling out of it all day. Felt sick. On the verge of a meltdown...
Jimbob W
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John T
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0 Gabrielle H
7d ·
Got so close to trying to off myself again today...
Ammar H
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Bipolar Bear .
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Bipolar Bear .
7d ·

Hang in there! I know It's hard as hell sometimes to keep going and Im so sorry you are feeling this way

Quinny J
7d ·

I'm sorry you feel the way you do but keep going!!

Quinny J
7d ·

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Gabrielle H
7d ·

Thank you guys, means a lot x

Aya N
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nixiblu .
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0 Gabrielle H
10 Jun 2019 ·
Meltdown a few minutes ago... I can't cope... Not sure what to do
Yasmin B
11 Jun 2019 ·

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Gary L
11 Jun 2019 · NEW

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John T
11 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
11 Jun 2019 ·

Most meltdowns are temporary right? You can see this through. Keep going

Aya N
11 Jun 2019 ·

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Quinny J
11 Jun 2019 ·

You will be able to get past whatever caused it. I believe in you!! X

nixiblu .
11 Jun 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
12 Jun 2019 ·

Thank you guys x

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0 Gabrielle H
10 Jun 2019 ·
Not feeling good in any regard today, just really crappy 😭
Jeff M
10 Jun 2019 ·

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Quinny J
10 Jun 2019 ·

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Ade W
10 Jun 2019 ·

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me M
10 Jun 2019 ·

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10 Jun 2019 · NEW

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Ian D
10 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
10 Jun 2019 ·

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Aya N
10 Jun 2019 ·

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11 Jun 2019 ·

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0 Gabrielle H
08 Jun 2019 ·
In a low mood, feel horribly sick and pained. I don't know what I can do... Been very ***al all week, been planning it out etc like what id do briefly... Considering calling 111 next week...
Gabrielle H
08 Jun 2019 ·

...tell them about what's been happening ig, maybe I'll be able to get a better hold and an idea of what's happening in my brain

Tim S
08 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
08 Jun 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
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Quinny J
08 Jun 2019 ·

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me M
08 Jun 2019 ·

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5 Gabrielle H
07 Jun 2019 ·
Catheters was yesterday, I cried and it hurt and I hated it but it had to be done. Going to get taught how to self catheterise soon so hopefully that goes okay and apparently I'm a rare case...
Gabrielle H
07 Jun 2019 ·

For my condition 🀷. I'm still eligible for the treatment options which is good and nice. Big bros going back home today :(. Cried last night, seeing him with other people hurts, not sure how much more I can take

John T
07 Jun 2019 ·

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Quinny J
07 Jun 2019 ·

Things will be okay eventually x

Jeff M
07 Jun 2019 ·

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ahlam a
07 Jun 2019 · NEW

sorry to hear that

Gabrielle H
07 Jun 2019 ·

Thank you guys. Doubt I'll feel better and okay for a while yet. Not sure what else to do. It just sucks...

Aya N
07 Jun 2019 ·

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Penelope P
07 Jun 2019 ·

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Tim S
08 Jun 2019 ·

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Quinny J
08 Jun 2019 ·

What can't you do anything about?

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5 Gabrielle H
03 Jun 2019 ·
Entire mid section and knee really hurt right now, don't feel that great. Brother is coming tomorrow so excited for that
Mary F
03 Jun 2019 ·

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03 Jun 2019 · NEW

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Quinny J
03 Jun 2019 ·

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Ian D
04 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
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