Ugh I hate when that kind of invalidation happens, I hope handling it isn't too hard for you ❤️
Thank you for the hugs guys. I'm trying to make the best decision I can and I think I'm gonna go to the doctors about it since I think it's my meds causing this
Keep reaching out but don't sugar coat it. You're brave but it's ok to feel weak. It's illness, not your fault. All pandas are here for you. I hope you have a better day soon.
Thank you John, I really appreciate that 🙂. I'm not brave though
Anyone who suffers is, in my opinion, braver, stronger, and more emotionally aware than those who don't.
(At least, I tell myself that after 15+ years of suffering! :P )
Can't fault the logic there! You're a really awesome and brave person John!
And thank you for the hug Quinny
People assume pole dance is just for strippers via the TV when it's so much more than that, yeah you can do it to be a stripper but you can use it as an art form and empowerment
You do you!! Ignore anyone that judges you
Not going to admit to being an expert on the subject ;-) but it does seem to require a good deal of skill and strength to do it well.
I did my 1st class on Friday. And Melody panda started this week too. It's hard work,but fun. Enjoy. X
Feeling more and more alone and like I shouldn't exist because nobody cares...
Truth is, a lot of people dont care. But there are a few who do.
I pressed Enter too fast.
I pressed enter too fast. I wanted to szy that there are people who care about you but social media is such a toxic platform. Maybe its best to shut it down for a while and surround yourself with good people who you actually have a good bond with :-)
I agree with Spacekitten. If no-one on a social media answers, it doesn't mean there is no one who cares. And maybe they just didn't know what to write so that you feel better, that can be so if they have no experience with depression...
Thank you guys. I needed to hear that :). There are people who care they just didn't see the post and they don't know my mental state which isn't their fault
I don't think it's just my brain playing tricks on me this time, I think there's a chance or maybe it's something else or maybe it's nothing. It'd be nice to know for sure tho
Feel better soon
Feft like this Tuesday migraine for 3 days not nice
That sounds awful Ade! Still hurting and still feel sick but a bit better than before now Quinny. Thank you for the hugs guys
No shame in either of those things. I've done both before and I've found with some extra help I get better.
I think you don't have to worry about any of these.
Yes, do what you have to do right now. Take care of yourself in these lowest moments...you can worry about what your mother would think or whatever later. Just talk to someone now, don't wait.
You do what you think is best for you. Hopefully things will get better
Thank you pandas. I'm trying to make a good decision and one I feel comfortable with, I really appreciate your advice
Best of luck with your singing tomorrow!! I do hope it goes well x
Thanks for the hugs guys ☺️. Quinny I hope it goes well too 🤞, thank you
It wasn't my best performance by a mile :(
I hope things get better for you
I hope you feel better now...
Hang in there! I know It's hard as hell sometimes to keep going and Im so sorry you are feeling this way
I'm sorry you feel the way you do but keep going!!
Thank you guys, means a lot x
Most meltdowns are temporary right? You can see this through. Keep going
You will be able to get past whatever caused it. I believe in you!! X
Thank you guys x
...tell them about what's been happening ig, maybe I'll be able to get a better hold and an idea of what's happening in my brain
For my condition 🤷. I'm still eligible for the treatment options which is good and nice. Big bros going back home today :(. Cried last night, seeing him with other people hurts, not sure how much more I can take
Things will be okay eventually x
sorry to hear that
Thank you guys. Doubt I'll feel better and okay for a while yet. Not sure what else to do. It just sucks...
What can't you do anything about?