little sister. That she is as perfect as she is and needed to believe in herself. And not to let any man convince her otherwise. So I thought I should give Encouraging talk To myself too. But it's a bit harder.
I'm sick of being alone. If God wants it I will no longer care. I ran out of power.
A friend of my mom invited me to a distant city. I'd love to go. But I don't have much money to spend. And I don't want to be in the sun. But it could have been a good detachment from him
I also love the people at work and they love me. But the place will be over soon.
Something I read recently ' you are in a relationship to be happy, to smile,to laugh and to make good memories. Not to be constantly upset, to feel hurt and to cry' . Don't know if that helps?
It's realy nice:) Thanks nixiblu.
Thanks all <3
I'm afraid this connection will take me down again. That I could be without work and in difficult situations. And alone. I'm afraid it will ruin my life.
That he had hurt me and that I would never forgive him.
I can't talk to him now either. Because he is at the event and he is putting other things before me.
And that's one of the reasons I can not be with him.
I think that H is connected to this situation, that I am less optimistic.
have to go out to the arrangement from time to time.
In addition, the next week will be very busy. So I will not have time to rest. And clean the house.
I don't want to go through it. This is one of my nightmares.
Thanks Anna! I feel better! This too will pass and everything is happen for the best.
Should I renewed my passport anyway in any case of need?
I don't like any of these neither and I go abroad to see the sights :) But if you don't want to go abroad: have you ever needed the passport? For any reason - to show your identity, your age... Have you ever needed to go abroad? How is it likely you
go to study or for a business trip abroad? If you have no reason, I wouldn't renew the passport,there is usually some fee and the procedure of taking a new one is not much complicated (but don't know how it works in your country).
Thanks Anna! My sister wants me to go abroad with her on vacation and sometimes I do need a passport..The problem is that I don't like to go abroad and in our country they take a fingerprint and I don't know if it is safe..
If you really need your passport sometimes, it's better to renew it.
What exactly are you afraid of concerning the fingerprints?
I read an article that it puts you in an unsafe situation. Hackers can break into the database. And to use it for the bad
Well, if you already have one, your fingerprints are in the database and they won't delete them immediately, I guess. So if you renew it or not, nothing big changes for instance. But I understand your feelings. However, I don't know what are the
IT safety rules of your government, but usually, these data are the best protected ones as they are stocked by ministry of interior or the intelligence service.
It's a good point!. Well, I guess I've been less afraid that anyway they already have the fingerprint .. Now what's left is to find force and time to go to their office far from my home and do it.
I already have an appointment, but you can just come in without a line. My sister suggested that I come with her so I'll try to get it over with
I understand you...
Don't give up!
Meaning, Lack of sleep at night, changing the biological clock and more suffering
.... Is H the abusive ex who treats you like *** and lies then gets with other women? You don't have to do either thing. Just be open and honest. Be strong. Do what you need to do. Look after yourself. Take care
Thanks John ❤️
He gives me the feeling that He does not give up. And continues to try. Not because he really loves me.
I can call him for another week and he'll be cold. If he knew someone better than me he could just be mean and cruel. He gave me a lot of promises and in one second he can throw them all away.
I said goodbye to him once, he promised to wait patiently for me and then a week later he called and said he knew someone else. That he is in a happy relationship with her.. I could not understand how a week ago he promised things
Then he decided he did not like her and tried to come back to me. While he was in touch with her
Stay strong. You deserve better.
Hey lovely. I'm sorry to hear you are being messed around. You deserve better
Thank you deares. Maybe I deserve better, But apparently God does not think so. According to the situation. I tried everything and nothing helped.
God does think so, (s)he's testing your resolve.
I don't even have a valid passport.
I have nothing to look for
A woman at work offered me to introduce me to someone she know to meet with him. I don't have the strength to meet anyone. I need someone to make me feel comfortable from the beginning
So I told her I don't know, I'd think about it
Eat some of your favourite food 👍
Yesterday things did not work at home. Stop working. Suddenly, after a few hours, they returned to work
I'm sure I need a long vacation. I have no more strength to suffer, If something does not change. I know I'll have to get up and start over like I always do to get back into balance But I'm tired of it
I'm learning myself. Things that make me happy to keep. Things that don't make me happy to throw. All aspects of life. But it takes time and it involves mistakes and learning.
Somethings are hard to throw even when we know it makes way for more
But still strong not Contact him. I'm not sure if I'll succeed later.
But I will try to do positive things and think positive thoughts
exercise and eat healthy. Because it helped me feel better and be energetic. also suddenly I have new desires that I did not have in the past
I stay strong. I would very much like to travel far away from here for a vacation but the financial situation really does not allow it right now.
I have to meet with people( so that these desires will happen), and all the people who suggested I go on a date so far, I refused them. I really want to be with someone who loves me and appreciates me and understands me. Patient and kind to me.
I do believe in myself and have good thoughts about myself, my looks and my character, but I am too picky and do not easily open up to new people. Maybe I should still work more on loving myself but if I look back I see progress,
I appreciate myself more today, but it all comes down to luck, you need to have luck in life.
But maybe I do not appreciate myself enough. There is more work to do.
I still feel sad, hoping it will pass
You did a big progress!! It's great! 🎊 don't worry, it'll be better and better!
Thank you Anna! :)
Thank you all! :)
Or because of everything. That nothing really happens or change.