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3 me M
6h ·
I'm not where I wanted to be. I gave everything. I was left alone and now it's hard to start from the beginning. I know that if there is no change this month I will not be able to continue this
me M
6h ·

way any more.

me M
6h ·

I try to pass the day until next morning just pray for direction, looking for job, thats my day, and trying not to mess more with my life so just stay quiet

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me M
6h ·

I need a big strong sign from God to let me know that he loves me even a little. There can be no faith without inner joy

me M
6h ·

I need a sign from God that I did not throw all those years into nothing, that I did not just waste my life, that everything I wanted came out good, that Im on the right track, that I achieved something from all this work, that I did.

Ian D
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2 me M
1d ·
I feel low
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me M
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Thank you

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2 me M
2d ·
Since the pressure H put on me I'm not calm, I can't sleep at night, I can not with this pressure, people who put pressure on me and try to control me I can't live with it. I want to get out of that
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4 me M
2d ·
H was angry at me for not sharing with him that I I didn't have enough money from work, and it frightened me. Then he asked me to take a vacation with him so that I could recover,
me M
2d ·

so I told him, no, but he insisted, so I said I'd think about it

Tim S
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2 me M
3d ·
I feel alone. All the hard work I do and no results. Maybe just a slight improvement. So why at all. What's all this for?
Janine S
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2 me M
4d ·
I wish something (good) happens in my life. I've been in a static state for so many years. I wish there would be a radical change for the better. And that my person would just knock on my door.
me M
4d ·

I will not hesitate this time to choose my happiness.

Robert H
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Meri C
4d ·

Go for it!!!! Don't doubt yourself ❤️

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2 me M
5d ·
I feel alone. I am alone, now that I need someone there is no one.
me M
5d ·

H was bad to me since yesterday, but I know it's hormones. Now I want to talk to him. In a few more days the hormones will pass. I will not even want to hear from him and then he will remember me. I hope this time to be strong

Tim S
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2 me M
5d ·
I have not been able to sleep in recent days.
Tim S
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4 me M
5d ·
H hung up and said he was busy. It's because he is with another woman, in any case he is allowed to, because I have not met him for almost two years. But I do feel obligated. And he does lie to me
me M
5d ·

So I have to make the conversation with him and cut him off completely from my life only a complete detachment will help me move on.

Käti E
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me M
5d ·

He still wants me but for now I'm not his partner, and if I want to be his girlfriend then he'll leave her. But maybe he'll just live a double life where he hides two women from one another and has children from each and no one knows, scary thought

me M
5d ·

There were times when I prayed that someone would take him and he would leave me alone. So maybe it's for the best, I thank the other woman !!!!

Penelope P
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3 me M
7d ·
I can't sleep, H tried to make me jealous and succeed, and I can't block him, it's also the time of the month that I have to be strong now until it passes. And not response
Tim S
7d ·

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2 me M
10 Feb 2019 ·
Everything looks fine, but I'm in a bad mood.
me M
10 Feb 2019 ·

The money from work is not enough for me and I have to pay payments

Jeff M
10 Feb 2019 ·

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me M
10 Feb 2019 ·

I thank God for what I have but I have no control over how I feel because it is me and I have to be true to myself, and It's ok to feel sad

Meri C
10 Feb 2019 ·

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Meri C
10 Feb 2019 ·

Well said 👏

Tasha S
10 Feb 2019 ·

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10 Feb 2019 ·

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5 me M
07 Feb 2019 ·
I'm strong and I'm not naive. Although H thinks I'm naive and can be exploited, but I'll get out of it.Yes, I need practical help to get out of it but until that happens, I keep myself away from him
me M
07 Feb 2019 ·

I keep myself from him Because he lied to me, many times, He wants to take advantage of me and tries to conquer me by talking and showing and lying, Because he knew me in a moment of weakness that I needed help and thought he could take advantage of

Ian D
07 Feb 2019 ·

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07 Feb 2019 ·

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10 Feb 2019 ·

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2 me M
07 Feb 2019 ·
I don't want to go to work but I have to, in the cold in the rain. and I got the flu. Every time someone next to me gets the the flu I get infected.
Tim S
07 Feb 2019 ·

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me M
07 Feb 2019 ·

Thank you:)

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07 Feb 2019 ·

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4 me M
06 Feb 2019 ·
I slept so deep and good as I did not sleep in life but not for the good reasons. I hope it will not take revenge on me the next night because tomorrow is a busy day, I will try to enjoy it
me M
06 Feb 2019 ·

as much as possible today

mathieuman M
06 Feb 2019 ·

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06 Feb 2019 ·

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06 Feb 2019 ·

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2 me M
05 Feb 2019 ·
All I wanted was faith in God. but God apparently didn't want me, because now I don't have him and I have nothing. but I thank to what I have and hope that if I work harder I will succeed.
me M
05 Feb 2019 ·

but I have to fill up to keep working. and now it's low

me M
05 Feb 2019 ·

I feel every time I succeed, someone comes and takes me down, if it's not H, it's someone from the family or from work.

me M
05 Feb 2019 ·

I'm afraid God will disappoint me, but when I look back, I've been in more difficult places. today I am in a better place, from all places God took me out. I hope he does not stop now.

Tim S
05 Feb 2019 ·

In my experience Hot puts through you through bed times to you can see the good times. Hand in there, terry keep your faith no matter how hard it is. And he will surprise you.

Tim S
05 Feb 2019 ·

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05 Feb 2019 ·

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Alicia B
05 Feb 2019 ·

I'm an agnostic personally, but I've also always had people who'd put me down every time, starting with my mother. At some point I realized I had to stop caring what she says about my achievements. It was easier than I thought. Then I tried to find

Alicia B
05 Feb 2019 ·

some people who would build me up. I found those people here on Moodpanda. People who never put me down. Now I am becoming more and more independent in how I see myself. It helps me be brave.

Alicia B
05 Feb 2019 ·

Hope you also learn to be independent of what those people think and say about you. You are smart, and you have a good heart, and you are a real philosopher, someone who examines life and oneself constantly. An admirable trait in today's world. <3

me M
06 Feb 2019 ·

Thank you all so much >3

me M
06 Feb 2019 ·

Alicia B, It's funny what you wrote that I should be more independent than the opinions of others and I had a dream at night that I blame my mother for everything and I remembered the dream in all the things that made me insecure. It was as if I

me M
06 Feb 2019 ·

were not even aware of it

me M
06 Feb 2019 ·

also I'm not religious, I mostly believe in what I see but want to investigate the truth. I call this power God who is good, love, and that I have a purpose to find it and then reach an understanding that all religions speak of..But it's hard ..

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4 me M
04 Feb 2019 ·
I don't know why two weeks ago I felt so energetic for a few days, and now so low. There seems to be more work to do
Tim S
04 Feb 2019 ·

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04 Feb 2019 ·

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4 me M
03 Feb 2019 ·
I know how it feels to have a good friend, that you feel good beside him, that you want to see him happy and successful because it does not threaten you, that you are not jealous of him because
me M
03 Feb 2019 ·

you know he loves you, admires you and has no competitors because you know that the connection between you is rare. I had it once, someone I worked with and it did not feel like work, which always made me laugh, always encouraged me,

me M
03 Feb 2019 ·

always made me smile. But today I'm smarter to keep it, once I ran away. But I don't know if I'll ever feel that way again.

me M
03 Feb 2019 ·

Once I wanted to feel in love, now I want to feel confident, secure, accurate connection, good friendship, trust. and this is more love than being just in love

Zoe D
03 Feb 2019 ·

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03 Feb 2019 ·

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3 me M
03 Feb 2019 ·
today was better and I am grateful, I need more faith in God, that no matter what, I'll be all right, more believe in myself. hope to be able to get them. I want to be myself and to accept myself
me M
03 Feb 2019 ·

and not to change myself but to be whole with myself, not to think that I have to change, in order to be better, or deserving, but to accept I'm better and deserving now.

Melody L
03 Feb 2019 ·

Great goal :)

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03 Feb 2019 ·

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me M
03 Feb 2019 ·

Thank you:)

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2 me M
03 Feb 2019 ·
I didn't sleep well at night, and it would ruin my day. and after yesterday's tension I'm exhausted. but I hope it's over and today will be better. I hope it will not happen today too,as yesterday.
Tim S
03 Feb 2019 ·

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03 Feb 2019 ·

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1 me M
02 Feb 2019 ·
It's going to be a long day, that doesn't pass, bad, depressing, what more can you ask for, I hope this day will pass quickly
Ann J
02 Feb 2019 ·

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