On top of that, my girlfriend is staying with her biological mom during most of the summer, so I won't really be able to see her...
I am starting to want to smoke again, its that urge inside of me that wants to go back, and I feel its the only way to cope with my loss. My beloved aunt died, and shortly afterward my girlfriend and I broke up and I feel like there is nothing I can
do to cope. Now I am taking some time to self reflect, but that is hard due to some of the painful mistakes I have made, I just have to much guilt about letting my curiosity about sex take the best of me, and I made some bad decisions from there. I
came back to mood panda because I know there are always people who are willing to support me no matter what, even if we don't know eachother, and I just need help climbing out this pit I have dug for myself.
Glad to see you back Xavier, big hugs.
Good to see you Xavier
Nice to see you! x
Lovely! Have a good time
this holiday season. I also want to thank everyone for being so supportive. I hope all is well with you guys. Feel free to let me know how you are doing. :)
Merry Christmas Xavier!
Exactly go with it
Nice medal :)
in Curly manor. I hope he is happy because I am about to go to bed, and once I'm in bed I will be asleep almost instantly. I am just a little nervous to take my allergy shot tomorrow, but I'm going to take things little steps at a time. But that...
anxiety is nothing I can't handle. Goodnight and sweet dreams to all of you pandas from, and may your friday go well. <3 :D
Hope the shot was okay.
I love this ☺️
Oops I forgot to write and just posted... Well another awesome night at church, my youth pastor understands as he has depression, anxiety and adhd like I do. It feels good to know that someone like me is there for me and that they understand.
Also I let Curly fry have floor time and he opened up the secret bag of specialty hay that was supposed to be his Christmas present... Oh well, I guess I'll just have to re hide it until Christmas Day.
He is so funny to watch, and is currently sleeping well in his bed (which is in his castle/cage), I am so glad to have him!!! :)
I also had a great playtime with Curly fry, I brushed his fur, clipped his nails and worked out some tangles. And oh what fun I was, its great to have fun taking care of a beloved pet.
I just want to take this chance to say I am so pleased to see your greens Xavier. Good on you and long may it continue.
Your little furry friend seems to be doing you the world of good.
Yes he is. :)