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3 Mark M
12 Apr 2019 ·
Been having a rollercoaster of emotions and thoughts lately and took a break to get them under control but it didn't help. My alters aren't really helping but I'm not letting it change anything anymor
Tim S
12 Apr 2019 ·

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12 Apr 2019 ·

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2 Mark M
24 Feb 2019 ·
So, had an absolutely bad day yesterday. Went off to vent to a friend and then tried giving myself alcohol poisoning. All I ended up doing was vomiting. It's tough to watch myself fall apart right now
Kym S
24 Feb 2019 ·

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Ian D
24 Feb 2019 ·

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24 Feb 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
25 Feb 2019 ·

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3 Mark M
06 Feb 2019 ·
Despite an okay day, my mood keeps plummeting harshly. I don't know why, I feel I do but I don't want to admit it. It doesn't feel right. I can't let it get to me though. Need to focus on other things
Gabrielle H
06 Feb 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
06 Feb 2019 ·

If you want to talk about any of this I'm always here. You're so strong in spite of the *** that's been happening and you

Gabrielle H
06 Feb 2019 ·

Minus the and you lol. Much love x

Tim S
07 Feb 2019 ·

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C C
07 Feb 2019 ·

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C C
07 Feb 2019 ·

I understand you. Most of my days are good when I am pretending to be okay, and when I get to be alone, my mood plummets. I never let it get to me though. If you ever want to talk, I am here.

Lydia R
07 Feb 2019 ·

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07 Feb 2019 ·

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7 Mark M
06 Feb 2019 ·
So the interview went okay, me and the interviewer had a good and it turns out my brothee put in a good word for me. It has ended in agony and exhaustion. I really don't feel okay but I'm trying to be
Gabrielle H
06 Feb 2019 ·

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4 Mark M
06 Feb 2019 ·
Spent the last 4 or so hours trying to sleep yet it proves pointless. I hope this sleepless night doesn't ruin any chances at my interview today. Don't know why I can't sleep it's not just my insomnia
Lydia R
06 Feb 2019 ·

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06 Feb 2019 ·

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Tim S
06 Feb 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
06 Feb 2019 ·

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me M
06 Feb 2019 ·

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Albertine M
06 Feb 2019 ·

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Albertine M
06 Feb 2019 ·

Hope it went well

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5 Mark M
05 Feb 2019 ·
An alright day ended with a harsh mood drop for so many reasons. I am remaining somewhat positive as tomorrow I have a job interview so fingers crossed I nail it as a job is just what I need.
Albertine M
05 Feb 2019 ·

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Albertine M
05 Feb 2019 ·

Good luck tomorrow!

Robert H
05 Feb 2019 ·

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Robert H
05 Feb 2019 ·

Best of luck tomorrow! Stay positive!

Gabrielle H
06 Feb 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
06 Feb 2019 ·

Glad you are remaining positive! I hope the reasons for your mood drop don't end up effecting you in the long term. Also, they'd be idiots not to employ you! X

Lydia R
06 Feb 2019 ·

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8 Mark M
05 Feb 2019 ·
After a sleepless weekend I finally slept last night. Was a terrible sleep and I woke up feeling awful but it was definitely needed
Gabrielle H
05 Feb 2019 ·

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8 Mark M
03 Feb 2019 ·
Despite everything I face, despite my future being dark. I am happy, I am going to try and make my future brighter. The least I can do for myself. Maybe then my mental state will finally look up again
me M
03 Feb 2019 ·

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Jenny D
03 Feb 2019 ·

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Grace H
03 Feb 2019 ·

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Tim S
03 Feb 2019 ·

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Chelsy A
05 Feb 2019 ·

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8 Mark M
03 Feb 2019 ·
Perhaps there is something to be positive about. I am making progress this year, got a job interview soon, I'm catching up on lost course work and I have a mental health support from my mum and CAMHS.
me M
03 Feb 2019 ·

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Jenny D
03 Feb 2019 ·

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05 Feb 2019 ·

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4 Mark M
03 Feb 2019 ·
I just hope I did the right thing. I did it for us. Plus, we made the agreement together. So that makes it a little better right?
me M
03 Feb 2019 ·

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03 Feb 2019 ·

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03 Feb 2019 ·

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05 Feb 2019 ·

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2 Mark M
03 Feb 2019 ·
Limiting contact with my best friend all because my girlfriend seems to hate it. Hates us being together, hates that I have a laugh with her. I hope she's happy now though, at the cost of my own pain
Chelsea B
03 Feb 2019 ·

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Mark M
03 Feb 2019 ·

Feels like I've lost my best friend instead of have limited contact with her....

me M
03 Feb 2019 ·

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Tim S
03 Feb 2019 ·

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Chelsy A
05 Feb 2019 ·

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3 Mark M
02 Feb 2019 ·
I suppose things are worth fighting for. If I want things to carry on. But I already live a scared life, can I really live with more to be scared of? I don't know. And I have no one to give me advice
Ian D
02 Feb 2019 ·

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Ian D
02 Feb 2019 ·

You're in the right place. Have reached out anywhere else for help?

Tim S
02 Feb 2019 ·

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Mark M
02 Feb 2019 ·

The thing is, in my area, there isn't much in the way of help. I could turn back to my old counsellor or I suppose I could look around online for stuff. I guess it won't hurt to try but I'm just not sure what to do.

Tim S
03 Feb 2019 ·

Personalty, I did not know what was in my aria, so if you go online they can direct you to something locally.

Mark M
03 Feb 2019 ·

It's worth a shot. Thank you 😊

John T
03 Feb 2019 ·

If you are in the UK. Best way to get into mental health services is through your GP

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1 Mark M
02 Feb 2019 ·
Why love something or someone if it won't last? Or is there a reason for it...
Tim S
02 Feb 2019 ·

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02 Feb 2019 ·

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7 Mark M
02 Feb 2019 ·
I'm quite happy when I'm alone. But it makes others sad. Does that make me a bad person? Am I doing a bad thing? Because the one I love the most is making it seem that way which makes me remain quiet
Jos R
02 Feb 2019 ·

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02 Feb 2019 ·

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02 Feb 2019 ·

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5 Mark M
02 Feb 2019 ·
Is it bad to feel jealous of something I probably shouldn't feel jealousy for?
Tim S
02 Feb 2019 ·

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5 Mark M
02 Feb 2019 ·
I don't know what to do. I'm lost and scared and my girlfriend constantly thinks she can help but not many people can. Perhaps I should seek professional help again? But this time force myself to go
Tim S
02 Feb 2019 ·

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0 Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·
I think I've earned my due to say *** life. Constantly ridiculed, lied to, made a fool, betrayed, ***ed off, being misunderstood, not spoken to. I didn't want things to this way...shows something 😕
Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·

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Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·

Did not mean to hug myself. I feel pathetic, left out, used and just, I tried my best but everyone needed more than I could give.

Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·

I can no longer hold my own world up, I've been so busy holding up others. And now mine has lost meaning, potential, purpose

Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·

No one ever really did understand me in the end, matter how much I spoke about things. They were always quick to suggest, to blame, to laugh

Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·

And it was all at me. The people that told me they cared never truly showed it. Never gave me a solution, a cause, just a problem. And the problem they gave felt like me. Well now, this problem will go.

Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·

All I have left is to vent to people I don't even know... expecting some light from the darkness that has only ever consumed me. But I know that won't be enough to stop my intentions. People say I'm loved.

Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·

People say that I'm an amazing guy, a gem that they'll treasure, a kind hearted soul

Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·

But why do I see a failure, a fraud, a liar and a cheat, a hypocrite, a bad guy in his own world. No body ever tells me the bad about me. They don't tell me the whole story. How can I believe I'm all those nice things when my past and head say things

Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·

I rarely have times of desperation, I don't like showing weakness, fear, emotion. But I'm scared, I'm desperately searching for answers and I'm so weak I can't fight the battle inside of me. I'm faced with so many decisions,

Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·

Decisions that can change not only my life but others as well, and why should I have that power when I don't even deserve to be treated like a person.

Mark M
03 Dec 2018 ·

I know this was long, but for those that know me, I'm sorry. I can no longer help you...you must find your own way, for I can't be here when you fall. But know, I will always watch over you

Shelley H
03 Dec 2018 ·

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04 Dec 2018 ·

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7 Mark M
11 Nov 2018 ·
I'm about to do something I can't go back on, something legal obviously. However scared I am, I find some odd enjoyment out of this...is that wrong? Or am I happy to do something for once.
maria B
11 Nov 2018 ·

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Gabrielle H
11 Nov 2018 ·

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2 Mark M
08 Nov 2018 ·
I feel like I've had little to no up moods. Got bad news today, a lot of it. Somethings are looking up but everyone has made today almost unbearable. And I mean everyone. I'll get there though, I will
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08 Nov 2018 ·

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Gabrielle H
11 Nov 2018 ·

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1 Mark M
04 Nov 2018 ·
I came on here for a fresh perspective. Yet I feel as though I've gotten worse. I find it harder each day to love anything and hurts the one closest to me. Perhaps we shouldn't continue if I hurt her.
Mark M
04 Nov 2018 ·

I find myself with lower moods every day...more thoughts of ***e...why do I still fight?

Mark M
04 Nov 2018 ·

I can't keep doing this anymore...having my mood ruined by one thing. The expectations in a relationship are hard for me.

Mark M
04 Nov 2018 ·

Hard to keep living up to them when mentally I can't. She says she understands but I know she doesn't really understand.

Mark M
04 Nov 2018 ·

No one understands me....but I wish they did. Maybe I should try and let them understand me.

Gabrielle H
04 Nov 2018 ·

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Gabrielle H
04 Nov 2018 ·

I'm so sorry... I will keep fighting for you till the end. I now know a way to stop it from hurting us both which is a step forward. I won't ever fully understand but I will try to, the best of my ability

Keeping Track A
04 Nov 2018 ·

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Gabrielle H
04 Nov 2018 ·

We can get through anything... Youve never hurt me. I don't expect anything, you being you is enough, no matter you're mood, I will continue to support you and hopefully now we can keep making more steps towards getting you, us better ♥️

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