If you want to talk about any of this I'm always here. You're so strong in spite of the *** that's been happening and you
Minus the and you lol. Much love x
I understand you. Most of my days are good when I am pretending to be okay, and when I get to be alone, my mood plummets. I never let it get to me though. If you ever want to talk, I am here.
Hope it went well
Good luck tomorrow!
Best of luck tomorrow! Stay positive!
Glad you are remaining positive! I hope the reasons for your mood drop don't end up effecting you in the long term. Also, they'd be idiots not to employ you! X
Feels like I've lost my best friend instead of have limited contact with her....
You're in the right place. Have reached out anywhere else for help?
The thing is, in my area, there isn't much in the way of help. I could turn back to my old counsellor or I suppose I could look around online for stuff. I guess it won't hurt to try but I'm just not sure what to do.
Personalty, I did not know what was in my aria, so if you go online they can direct you to something locally.
It's worth a shot. Thank you 😊
If you are in the UK. Best way to get into mental health services is through your GP
Did not mean to hug myself. I feel pathetic, left out, used and just, I tried my best but everyone needed more than I could give.
I can no longer hold my own world up, I've been so busy holding up others. And now mine has lost meaning, potential, purpose
No one ever really did understand me in the end, matter how much I spoke about things. They were always quick to suggest, to blame, to laugh
And it was all at me. The people that told me they cared never truly showed it. Never gave me a solution, a cause, just a problem. And the problem they gave felt like me. Well now, this problem will go.
All I have left is to vent to people I don't even know... expecting some light from the darkness that has only ever consumed me. But I know that won't be enough to stop my intentions. People say I'm loved.
People say that I'm an amazing guy, a gem that they'll treasure, a kind hearted soul
But why do I see a failure, a fraud, a liar and a cheat, a hypocrite, a bad guy in his own world. No body ever tells me the bad about me. They don't tell me the whole story. How can I believe I'm all those nice things when my past and head say things
I rarely have times of desperation, I don't like showing weakness, fear, emotion. But I'm scared, I'm desperately searching for answers and I'm so weak I can't fight the battle inside of me. I'm faced with so many decisions,
Decisions that can change not only my life but others as well, and why should I have that power when I don't even deserve to be treated like a person.
I know this was long, but for those that know me, I'm sorry. I can no longer help you...you must find your own way, for I can't be here when you fall. But know, I will always watch over you
I find myself with lower moods every day...more thoughts of ***e...why do I still fight?
I can't keep doing this anymore...having my mood ruined by one thing. The expectations in a relationship are hard for me.
Hard to keep living up to them when mentally I can't. She says she understands but I know she doesn't really understand.
No one understands me....but I wish they did. Maybe I should try and let them understand me.
I'm so sorry... I will keep fighting for you till the end. I now know a way to stop it from hurting us both which is a step forward. I won't ever fully understand but I will try to, the best of my ability
We can get through anything... Youve never hurt me. I don't expect anything, you being you is enough, no matter you're mood, I will continue to support you and hopefully now we can keep making more steps towards getting you, us better ♥️