Time is on your side, Tim.
Just in case you were wondering what the haka is https://youtu.be/ZTVTvK730oA
Don't you have any means of contacting her besides electronically? I know it's easy and safe and a great help for socially awkward people like me, but there were times before the Internet and telephones and people still kept in contact. No critic,
just trying to broaden your mind a bit.
Try to swap the 'safety net' of self harm with one of PRN medication or some kind of of support outlet. It's the same thing but much healthier. Totally possible too. I hope you feel better soon.
Me off. Still no response from S. just don't know what to do about her. On the better side of thing I have an interview on Monday.