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4 Tim S
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Gran was in surgery for 5h think she is doing well but haven't been told, might be to soon to tell.
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3 Tim S
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2 Tim S
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Gran has back surgery tomorrow, there is a relatively high chance she might die. Mom has noticed a change in my mood this past week however has identified it as being overly grumpy.
Tim S
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Today is S's birthday, wondering if she thinks I said the things I said just to get close to her because I like her. Really hope we continue to be friends and can support each other.

Tim S
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Just read a text my gran sent me, sounds like she is saying her goodbyes. She has said this opp is a win win, all she wants is the pain to go away, if it is sucsessful it goes away, if she dies it goes away. No matter what she will be better.

Tim S
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She will be the only grandparent who has played a huge part in my life. One I don't remember, another died when I was I think 7. The other when I was 16 but only had been a part for the last 2 years of her life, then I have this one like a second mom

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Hope that the surgery goes well

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1 Tim S
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been a rough week, didn't realise how much I cared for S. Mom is getting annoyed with me and the way I am acting. I know I haven't been that great. Things my mom is saying and doing are really getting
Tim S
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on my nerves. I wonder why I keep fighting all the thoughts, I wonder why I think things will get better, I thought that 3 years ago, and things never really got better and now I am back (or even worse) to where I was then, things haven't gotten

Tim S
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better why will they now

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3 Tim S
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0 Tim S
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Why is valantines day I thing, it only makes the happy feel better for a day, and the sad feel worse.
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Meant I finally got into a way overbooked spin class.

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Valentine's and snow. There's hidden blessings

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2 Tim S
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Thought it was going to be a good day, then someone reminded me that it was Valentines, then could not stop thinking I was rejected yesterday, I really liked this person, and now i am not sure if we
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Valentine's is pants. But most of the folks spending loads to have fun are actually unhappy.

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3 Tim S
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Feeling better from last night, did something I promised myself I would never do again, so feeling really bad I broke that. Hopefully work takes my mind off things.
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0 Tim S
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Ahhhhhhhh, I want to talk to someone however one person I would talk to seems like they don't want to be a part of my life, and the other I can't as they said they feel horrible when people talk to
Tim S
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them as they feel helpless. On top of that they have had two people who have told them that they want to kill them self, and I cant put them through that again, they are to nice to do that to.

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Ann J
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Maybe try to speak about a problems that are leading you to feel that way if you want to speak with people who are scared to hear how you feel. You really can't 'solve' itself a feeling of wanting to kill yourself but problems - yes.

Ann J
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All I know is that with solving some problems plus getting the knowledge of my right to live (as everyone has) I have found my calmness about that for myself. The problems can still be there but it's fine.

Ann J
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And one more thing - problem with ***al thoughts(feelings) is that they are kind of tunnel thinking. What I mean; they 'lie' with their judgement and they're blinding. So yeah, they are solvable.

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Well said, Ann. Hope things improve, Tim.

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1 Tim S
6d ·
Just got rejected, don't really feel it now, but I know I will in a bit.
Tim S
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Now it is hitting me. Have I messed things up with her,? Can we still be friends? Should I have not told her I like her like? She is amazing and has helped me through a lot, now I might have messed things up with her. Why do I always mess up

Tim S
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I have messed up a decent amount of relationships. Why do I do this to myself? Why is it whenever I think I am making progress I end up back where I started. Is this why I don't have a social life because I will mess it up? Am I bound to be a loner?

Tim S
6d ·

I am fighting so many thoughts right now, if it does not fell better by the weekend I dont know what Ill do.

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5 Tim S
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Last night was rough, could not fall asleep, not I am oddly calm. Was getting some more parts for a project I am working on and realising it is going to be about double the price I was thinking
Tim S
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Was not that happy to find that out, but it is a fun project and it gets my mind off things,

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5 Tim S
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Appointment went well, will be put on the list for counselling at the start of May (the docs only get a certain amount of free referrals a month) so pretty optimistic.
Tim S
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Just found out that my gran is having surgery Monday, doc said to her that there is a chance she might die. Her response was 'I win either way' I am glad for her that she is happy with the life she has lived however sad as she is my last grand parent

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3 Tim S
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Have an appointment in 3 hours, don't want to go but am going to as I know it is the best to do, told this girl I like her but don't hear much from them (thin it might be their anxiety)
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3 Tim S
7d ·
Have an appointment in 3 hours, don't want to go but am going to as I know it is the best to do, told this girl I like her but don't hear much from them (thin it might be their anxiety)
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1 Tim S
11 Feb 2019 ·
Really annoyed right now, go to the doc tomorrow, hopefully, things start to get sorted.
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2 Tim S
11 Feb 2019 ·
Just a long long day, rainy and not feeling great.
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11 Feb 2019 ·

Hope you're feeling better now Tim

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1 Tim S
10 Feb 2019 ·
Going to get help the day after tomorrow, this has taken way to long, yet I don't want to go. But I am, I know I need to go and get better. I don't want to go as I am afraid of what will come up.
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10 Feb 2019 ·

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10 Feb 2019 ·

The first step is the hardest. You can do it.

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Ian D
10 Feb 2019 ·

Once you've done it there'll be one less thing to fear.

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3 Tim S
10 Feb 2019 ·
https://youtu.be/1ygd5zD_Ygc?t=92 This is engraved in my mind, I know it is true yet I still don't believe it.
Ann J
10 Feb 2019 ·

It is true.

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5 Tim S
10 Feb 2019 ·
Went to a new church today, was really nice so am going to continue going there, offered my help with the sound will be nice to do.
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10 Feb 2019 ·

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3 Tim S
09 Feb 2019 ·
My mom thins se can read everyone perfectly, and she knows a lot about why people act the way they do and mental health, she is a teacher so I think that is where it comes from, but she can not see
Tim S
09 Feb 2019 ·

Her own son is depressed. Maybe she does not want to see it, and I am not going to tell her yet.

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09 Feb 2019 ·

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