MoodPanda: 6.1
 Days: 1220
 Been hugged: 4972
 Followers: 89
Binky B · 9h 7
Feeling happy...A good day at #work making #money - I'm thinking of buying a new laptop. Also I'm going to have a bath and do my nails. Things still good with A. Feeling #energized
32x32
Dante P · 8h
*Hugs*
32x32
Nakila C · 8h
*Hugs*
32x32
Tasha S · 8h
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 7h
*Hugs*
32x32
Reba C · 6h
*Hugs*
32x32
Jeff M · 6h
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 5h
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 2h
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 2h
Awesome =) That's really good news <3 So happy for you.
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 1d 7
Work was a good distraction. Now I've vacuumed and cleaned my room I feel better about myself, must remember to do this more often! Talked with A and things are okay again. The spark is back.
32x32
Susanne M · 1d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 1d
So pleased to read this good news, you're really diligent and impressive <3 happy for you =)
32x32
Amanda T · 1d
*Hugs*
32x32
Amanda T · 1d
You know what. Totally agree. Sometimes I resort to cleaning to solve my complications in my head however, occasionally it just doesn't work on me. Is like an on and off thing for me
32x32
Reba C · 24h
*Hugs*
32x32
Tasha S · 23h
*Hugs*
32x32
paul M · 23h
*Hugs*
32x32
Esther M · 21h
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 20h
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 19h
*Hugs*
32x32
Supercat C NEW · 16h
*Hugs*
32x32
sonny S · 13h
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 5h
*Hugs*
32x32
Binky B · 4h
I agree Amanda! It seems to work for most things for me, or at least help a lot, but I find for things like anger it doesn't help so much. It's good for when I'm stuck in a rut though. Cleaning, usually a chore but also has therapeutic benefits!
32x32
Binky B · 4h
Thank you dear Susanne for your continued kind words, you really help me so much and brighten my day with your replies. Big hugs!
32x32
Susanne M · 53m
=) Aww so happy to read that <3 Thank you.
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 2d 5
It's late... Today is over. Tomorrow is a new day.
32x32
Meggie B · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Jeff M · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Alexander T · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
James . · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
sonny S · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Tristan G · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Mike K · 2d
Yes!
32x32
Susanne M · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
J R · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 19h
*Hugs*
32x32
Supercat C NEW · 16h
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 5h
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 2d 5
A is being moody with me. Ugh. This has caused me to feel disdain. I tried asking him to give me examples of my behaviour that he didn't like, so I could change it, but he said he shouldn't need to...
32x32
Binky B · 2d
Just feel like I'm banging my head against a brick wall. He said I'm selfish..
32x32
Binky B · 2d
Blah blah blah... Then he kept going away mid whatsapp conversation
32x32
sonny S · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Binky B · 2d
I think next time I will try to empathise more
32x32
Binky B · 2d
It's just he texts me so late and I have things to do... I don't feel like sexting. Sometimes I go along with it anyway just to please him then he had the cheek to say that I always out myself first. He doesn't realise. Yes fair enough i made a
32x32
Binky B · 2d
stupid mistake last night by double booking myself. But he needs to understand I don't like being up all hours, he's ready to put himself out and Jane hardly any sleep but I'm just not that sort of person. I need my sleep, I need my (vague) routine
32x32
Binky B · 2d
I never ask him to do that for me, and I never would.
32x32
Binky B · 2d
Have* not Jane...
32x32
Binky B · 2d
We'd already been talking for an hour on whatsapp... What does he want from me... Communication is so hard, when I all a straight question I want a straight answer...
32x32
Binky B · 2d
Ask*
32x32
Helen S NEW · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Binky B · 2d
He just reflects me to be free and he said ok I can call my bank if I need to but only wanted it to take 10 minutes then he wanted me to come back and talk to him for an hour...but it's for sexting and I just really can't be bothered with that right
32x32
Sebargo X · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Binky B · 2d
Now. I already told him that but he oddly didn't listen he just got angry.
32x32
Sebargo X · 2d
I mean.... I don't think I need to point out that's clearly not a healthy relationship, like.... get out of that :L
32x32
Binky B · 2d
I've had enough...this situation is so inconvenient and annoying
32x32
Binky B · 2d
And he's sick, he doesn't take care of himself just work work work study study study... I spent ages telling him my thoughts about how we could be together for real, how we could solve the problem of privacy but he seems to think it will just sort
32x32
Binky B · 2d
Itself out. And I'm normally the ready going one in relationships, and here he is not worried about it at all! But I really don't see a solution to this problem unless my landlord agrees to him visiting. I still don't understand why A won't let me
32x32
Binky B · 2d
In his place...anyway...rant over
32x32
Meggie B · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Jeff M · 2d
Relationships are a two-way street. If he wants you to always do what he wants but can't abide by what you want, then he's the one being selfish. It's ok not to participate in that kind of thing if you don't want...he's taking advantage of you,.
32x32
Jeff M · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Binky B · 2d
Thank you for the advice everyone. I hope it can be fixed.
32x32
Esther M · 21h
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 5h
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 3d 5
Was in a bit of a bad mood last night, after the drinks. Got a few things to do today then work later. Can't go to dance class or meet with friends as planned because of work...but I do need the money
32x32
Mandy O · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Amanda T · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Taryn H · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
paul M · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Jeff M · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 5h
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 3d 4
Just accidentally posted something in a group chat that wasn't supposed to be viewable to everyone due to group conflict... #embarrassed
32x32
Merteuil . NEW · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Taryn H · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Alexander T · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Alexander T · 3d
lol oops
32x32
Andrea G · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 5h
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 3d 5
I was supposed to meet with A but ended up staying out a bit later with friend, and calling family. Kinda forgot him. Oops. Now on way home. A won't swap shift so I miss dance class and friends tomoz.
32x32
James . · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Reba C · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 2d
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 5h
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 3d 5
Finished work and can't be bothered to do anything. Supposed to meet a friend for a drink. Just feel like laying in bed watching tv series. Can't even have friend over as not allowed guests here.
32x32
James . · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Alexander T · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Taryn H · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
H F · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Reba C · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 3d
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 4d 5
Kinda just wanna keep sleeping
32x32
Jennifer C NEW · 4d
*Hugs*
32x32
Marie S · 4d
*Hugs*
32x32
sonny S · 4d
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
H F · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 3d
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 4d 6
Ok... Had a long day. So much work but the money is good. Mind numb. Work...just work. Was late for other job because I was busy at previous job and didn't notice time, but boss not too angry.
32x32
Tasha S · 4d
*Hugs*
32x32
Tristan G · 4d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 4d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 4d
I'm glad your boss was not too angry with you diligent panda <3
32x32
Esther M · 4d
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 3d
*Hugs*
32x32
H F · 3d
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 6d 7
Successful #shopping today... Lost track of time! Two new pairs of jeans, a new bag, a new top and an idea for a hat. So just need a hat, scarf, skirt, boots, leggings and new notepad. Work was good.
32x32
Jeff M · 6d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 6d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 6d
Pleased to read shopping was successful =)
32x32
sonny S · 6d
*Hugs*
32x32
Tasha S · 6d
*Hugs*
32x32
Esther M · 6d
*Hugs*
32x32
James . · 6d
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 3d
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 7d 7
A has caught some kind of virus... Poor man! I offered to go look after him but he doesn't allow guests, maybe because him and flatmates are Muslim men? I dunno. My flatmate was hitting on me a little
32x32
Binky B · 7d
Saying that when we gutted it felt to him like a first kiss... I told him I'm seeing someone and he asked if it's serious. Well, not exactly - but still?! After a while of chatting on whatsapp I just told him, 'Look I really have some stuff I need to
32x32
Binky B · 7d
be getting on with'. He's nice enough guy and he realised that what he says is awkward, but maybe it will be partly a good thing that he's leaving. Also it means I might get his big room with the big bed and slightly better Wi-Fi signal! Teehee.
32x32
Binky B · 7d
Hugged not gutted...Oh dear silly phone!!
32x32
Anna . · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 6d
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 7d 6
Good day at work. Bought some vegetables from the market and I'm making GF banana bread now. Transferred money to my UK account. Going to catch up on diary. Haven't heard from A, he's being quiet.
32x32
Anna . · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Tasha S · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 7d
Sounds really good overall =) Banana bread? I imagine it as very delicious ;-) Have a nice day.
32x32
Jeff M · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 7d
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 17 May 2016 5
Its final, my landlord cancelled his ticket and is not going away. Now how am I going to spend time in private with A? On the plus side, my landlord got a job today and seems happier...pleased for him
32x32
Reba C · 17 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Esther M · 17 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 18 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 7d
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 17 May 2016 7
Just spoke to my mum on the phone and she was being really very nice to me. I'm very happy, especially seeing as I didn't have the best childhood. It kinda makes up for it that things are improved now
32x32
Binky B · 17 May 2016
I hadn't woken to her for 6 weeks. She'd imagined that I was in an abusive relationship with a bad man, who shared the same name as me and took me to France to take me to bazaars. I was his third wife and she said he had sex with me and cut me.
32x32
Binky B · 17 May 2016
She imagined that I hid under a table but that I was rescued by a nice Christian man and driven to Paris to have treatment in a hospital. My goodness she has a vivid imagination.
32x32
Binky B · 17 May 2016
Spoken not woken.
32x32
Binky B · 17 May 2016
Aside from the unusual story she was supportive
32x32
Binky B · 17 May 2016
Although it doesn't sound like it from the story, she was actually a making a lot of sense and seems more together.
32x32
Lauren I · 17 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Esther M · 17 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Esther M · 17 May 2016
Nice :)
32x32
Susanne M · 18 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 7d
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 7d
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 16 May 2016 7
Day off started with me being woken up hearing issues with landlord and flatmate who's being evicted, eek. Worried; thinking. Catching up on diary. Nap but bad dreams. Dance class was a success. Bath.
32x32
Jeff M · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Reba C · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Esther M · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 17 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 15 May 2016 4
One of our flatmates left yesterday, I think it put pressure on the landlords finances. My landlord is acting weird. Now he's said a different tenant is bringing him bad luck and asked him to leave :/
32x32
Reba C · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Jeff M · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
sonny S · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Ksenia S · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Kara L · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
paul M · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Tasha S · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Alexander T · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 15 May 2016 7
Going out with #friends for chicken wings soon, at my work!!! Yah I love the chicken wings
32x32
H F · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
H F · 15 May 2016
Enjoy!
32x32
Susanne M · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 15 May 2016
Sounds really good =) Have fun.
32x32
Taryn H · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 15 May 2016 5
No Reason Given
32x32
Meggie B · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Andrea G · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Cindy M · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Reba C · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Esther M · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
James . · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
H F · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 15 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 13 May 2016 6
Long day of work today... Starting at 7am finishing at 10pm. But tomorrow I get a lie in because I don't start till 12. Awesome. I love sleeping!
32x32
Mike K · 13 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Meggie B · 13 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Reba C · 13 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Andrea G · 14 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 14 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Tasha S · 14 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
James . · 14 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
H F · 14 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 14 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Esther M · 14 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 13 May 2016 7
Both work today. Had a lie in because I didn't start till 10:30, awesome. Work was okay, no major dramas.
32x32
Mike K · 13 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Meggie B · 13 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Andrea G · 14 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 14 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Tasha S · 14 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 14 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 16 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 11 May 2016 6
Day off...Didn't do much just bought some new socks and cleaned the flat with my new second hand Hoover which work gave me.
32x32
Tasha S · 12 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 12 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Jeff M · 12 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Jeff M · 12 May 2016
Running has given me a new appreciation for good socks! :)
32x32
Anna . · 12 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
James . · 12 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 13 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 12 May 2016 7
Just ate lovely omelette made from leftovers, work is finished... Should be meeting friends soon for Thai food. Arranging for friends to eat at my chicken wing place on Sunday, too..Doing laundry
32x32
Tasha S · 12 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 12 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 12 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 13 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 10 May 2016 8
Had such a lovely evening talking and being with A... Feeling happy, unexpected #romance
32x32
Meggie B · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Silke V · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
James . · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 10 May 2016
Aww I'm happy for you <3
32x32
Tasha S · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Esther M · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Esther M · 10 May 2016
Ohh tell us more!
32x32
Anna . · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Supercat C NEW · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 11 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Tristan G · 11 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 10 May 2016 5
Feeling #sleepy but I know I should do stuff. Going to force myself to do stuff...I promise...
32x32
Susanne M · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Jeff M · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Reba C · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Supercat C NEW · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Tasha S · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 09 May 2016 5
Slept late, had headache all day. Probably because of the wine. No energy. Didn't go to dance class, went for wine and cheese night with Tully family instead. Played Cards Against Humanity and Uno!!
32x32
Nakila C · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Reba C · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Tasha S · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 08 May 2016 5
Had a good time with Tully friends, felt a little shy towards the end because we are a big group. On the way home A messaged me, breaking the silence. I felt kind of sad, emotional. Alcohol + issues
32x32
Susanne M · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Reba C · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 10 May 2016 8
A good day at work, very quiet relaxed and easy. A arrived as I was leaving, we are friendly. New baby pink nails! Just paid landlord advanced discount rent, all ok, happy! He'll buy plane ticket.
32x32
Susanne M · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Reba C · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Claire M · 10 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 08 May 2016 5
Not in the best mood. Ignoring A, too proud to talk to him but he's not talked to me either. At least I'm seeing my friends tonight, they're cooking a toast dinner and I can drink alcohol!! Needed!!
32x32
James . · 08 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Binky B · 08 May 2016
Roast dinner that should say..lol
32x32
Esther M · 08 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 08 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Tasha S · 08 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 08 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
H F · 08 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 08 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community
Binky B · 07 May 2016 2
No Reason Given
32x32
James . · 07 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Reba C · 07 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Ksenia S · 07 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Tasha S · 07 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Stephen P · 07 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Susanne M · 07 May 2016
*Hugs*
32x32
Anna . · 07 May 2016
*Hugs*
Once logged in you can be part of the community