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Binky B · 2d 4
Ate way too much fatty food last night and couldn't eat my dinner. I feel quite sick, took some Gaviscon but it tasted so disgusting it made me gag. Too much fat = my body can't digest...
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Binky B · 3d 7
Feeling pretty good overall. Spent some quality time with a couple of friends. Met with the funeral director and had a really long , informal chat about travel, life and death.
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Binky B · 6d 6
Now I'm eating Drumstick lollies before breakfast, yum
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Binky B · 3d
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Binky B · 6d 5
A sleepy Sunday morning. Zzz...
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Binky B · 6d
I think I've caught my friend's cold...
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Binky B · 3d
False alarm, I am okay alarm, thanks everyone hehe
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Binky B · 6d 6
Feeling a bit better today, spoke to the funeral home and they are going to do their best to arrange the funeral service for a date before I go away. Just took a load of grandmas stuff to charity.
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Cindy M · 6d
Glad things are a bit better, Binky - take care
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Binky B · 6d
Lisa, Chaela, James, Daisy, Tasha, Brillo, Cindy, Anna, Esther and Tankgirl - thank you!
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Binky B · 7d 2
I'm fed up and quite angry, I have got so much stuff to sort out and have wasted so much money on flights I now can't take - it keeps rising and things seem to be getting more complicated by the day
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Binky B · 7d
My nan was a hoarder got all her stuff to sort through...need to be ruthless :/
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Binky B · 20 Feb 2015 3
Feel like my chest has been 'opened' and something taken out now that my grandma is gone; sense of loss. Feel a little anxious about the near future. Cried a lot the few days after, now more subdued.
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Kate W · 7d
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Esther · 6d
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Esther · 6d
I'm sorry. my condolences
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Binky B · 19 Feb 2015 6
Feeling quite good today, decided to be brave and I have been. Is this normal? I wasn't expecting to feel this way only two days after gran's passing. Paying special attention to my mood at this time.
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Brillo Y · 19 Feb 2015
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Binky B · 19 Feb 2015
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Richard E · 19 Feb 2015
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Stacey H · 19 Feb 2015
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Jeff M · 19 Feb 2015
It's ok to feel normal. I'm sure she would want you to! Glad you're doing good!
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Cat E · 19 Feb 2015
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Cat E · 19 Feb 2015
normal or not, good to hear you feel okay despite of the circumstances.
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Lucy M · 19 Feb 2015
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James . NEW · 20 Feb 2015
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Binky B · 20 Feb 2015
Thanks Brillo, Richard, Stacey, Jeff, Cat, Lucy and James.
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Anna W · 7d
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Binky B · 19 Feb 2015 3
Just woke, uncle is texting me a lot (woke up to 8 texts this morning) and asking lots of questions. He told me there is a 3 week wait for crematorium - need to find out if this is true or not.
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Binky B · 19 Feb 2015
I booked my return flight for the 14th March so if it is 3 weeks wait I'll need to change my flight
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Anna W · 19 Feb 2015
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Binky B · 18 Feb 2015 1
Grandma died yesterday. I miss her so much. Wishing I had been there in her final moments. I'm sure she knew how much I love her. It's so sad... I miss her. She was an amazing lady, looked after us...
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Tiia T NEW · 18 Feb 2015
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Brillo Y · 18 Feb 2015
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Jeff M · 18 Feb 2015
Aw, I'm so sorry for your loss! Remembering her with such love is the best way to honor her. *Hugs*
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Tasha S · 18 Feb 2015
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Anna W · 18 Feb 2015
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Binky B · 18 Feb 2015
Thanks for all the hugs. Jeff, thanks so much. My grandma was more like a mother to me in many ways, I've not experienced this kind of loss before. I'm beginning to understand the pain...
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James . NEW · 18 Feb 2015
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Lucy M · 19 Feb 2015
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Binky B · 16 Feb 2015 2
Been hectic week: gran (92) is dying so I got a flight home ASAP, spending a lot of time with her in hospital. Glad I can see her. She doesn't have long left. Very sad to see her like this. I am okay.
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Binky B · 16 Feb 2015
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Sam A · 16 Feb 2015
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Binky B · 16 Feb 2015
I say a flight but it was 3 days: 3 flights, 2 ferries, 2 taxis and a coach!
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Binky B · 16 Feb 2015
I slept overnight in two airports
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Brillo Y · 16 Feb 2015
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Jodie A · 17 Feb 2015
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Jodie A · 17 Feb 2015
I am sure she will be comforted by your presence Binky, it is times like these when we must be with those we love. Thinking of you.
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Richard E · 17 Feb 2015
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Karl P · 18 Feb 2015
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Karl P · 18 Feb 2015
awwww thoughts Binky
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Frank S NEW · 18 Feb 2015
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Frank S NEW · 18 Feb 2015
Aww I'm sorry to hear this be strong that's wht she would want from you to be strong
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Binky B · 08 Feb 2015 6
Feeling a lot better, thank you dear pandas! I fell off my scooter yesterday when pulling away - so silly! Cuts and bruises 'I must not cry!'. Today just walking, animal welfare tour & cocktails :0)
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Mimini . NEW · 08 Feb 2015
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Cindy M · 08 Feb 2015
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Cindy M · 08 Feb 2015
Really glad, Binky - sounds lovely (other than the fall - be careful!). Nice to see green again.
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Jodie A · 08 Feb 2015
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Binky B · 18 Feb 2015
Thanks Cindy you are awesome! Thanks for all the hugs panda friends
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Binky B · 06 Feb 2015 5
Swimming in the ocean on this nice beach in Lanta, Thailand, yet feeling relatively unmoved. Come on girl, you're on holiday, you should be enjoying yourself! I think it's taking me time to adjust...
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Gala L · 06 Feb 2015
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Cindy M · 06 Feb 2015
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Cindy M · 06 Feb 2015
It probably will take you a while, Binky - but glad you're in such a lovely place! Enjoyment will come.
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Jeff M · 06 Feb 2015
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Jeff M · 06 Feb 2015
Your vacation sounds lovely! I too tend to spend too much time on vacation worrying about relaxing and enjoying myself. Silly, isn't it? Have a great time!
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Ann S · 06 Feb 2015
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Esther · 07 Feb 2015
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Esther · 07 Feb 2015
Wow! You will enjoy it in a bit. Just need to destress a bit?
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Binky B · 09 Feb 2015
Thanks everyone. Just realised I need to take the pressure off and just do things I enjoy. Do more of what makes you happy!
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Binky B · 06 Feb 2015 5
Just realised the toilet flush and light in my hotel room do in fact work. Now I feel like an idiot, but also relieved! What a few days, at least I am recovering from my sickness. Beer on balcony!
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Tasha S · 06 Feb 2015
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Binky B · 04 Feb 2015 4
Still sick, muscles ache so much. Thank goodness I found some more paracetamol
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Sarah M · 04 Feb 2015
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Tasha S · 04 Feb 2015
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Cindy M · 04 Feb 2015
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Cindy M · 04 Feb 2015
Feel better soon, Binky
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Binky B · 06 Feb 2015
Thank you Cindy :0)
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Binky B · 06 Feb 2015
Thank you Sarah and Tasha ;0)
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Binky B · 03 Feb 2015 5
Feeling ill with tummy problems
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Paul K · 03 Feb 2015
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Juno J · 03 Feb 2015
Hope you'll feel better soon, Binky! Healing hugs!
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Esther · 03 Feb 2015
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Binky B · 04 Feb 2015
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Binky B · 02 Feb 2015 6
#justwoke
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Binky B · 01 Feb 2015 6
Finally in a chilled out area of Thailand, this is much more like it
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Binky B · 26 Jan 2015 3
Saying bye to grandma for perhaps the last time
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Sarah M · 27 Jan 2015
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Sarah M · 27 Jan 2015
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Cindy M · 27 Jan 2015
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Cindy M · 27 Jan 2015
Glad you had a chance to do so - hope she's doing okay. Take care.
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Anonmous A · 27 Jan 2015
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Debi C · 28 Jan 2015
So hard! My hart is sorowfl 4U!Hope she's nt sufring!Cudly,Comfrt Embraces!
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Binky B · 25 Jan 2015 5
Sleepy...trying to sell last few bits of furniture
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Esther · 25 Jan 2015
When When are u planning to leave? :)
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Binky B · 25 Jan 2015 4
Feel #queasy #stressed and too caffeinated to sleep just yet
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Binky B · 23 Jan 2015 7
Went to visit #grandma in #hospital and she was awake and alert.. Quite #chatty. Nice doctors came to do biopsy on her breast whilst I was there, lucky & happy to have been there for her at the time.
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Debi C · 23 Jan 2015
Glad U were abl 2hav mor time wth her + Suport her durin Biopsy. PRAYIN 4Grandma!Hugs!
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Esther · 24 Jan 2015
You are an amazing grandchild I guess :)
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Binky B · 23 Jan 2015 7
Had a nice time at my leaving 'tea party' arranged by my foster mum. Was good to see everyone, all 11 of them! They are so nice :)
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Sarah M · 23 Jan 2015
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Sarah M · 23 Jan 2015
that sounds like a really lovely time for you :)
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Binky B · 21 Jan 2015 4
Visiting #grandma in hospital she is ill with severe ulcers on her legs (made worse by poor nursing) and they have also found a lump in her breast... Don't yet know what it is. She is sleepy and quiet
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Cindy M · 22 Jan 2015
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Debi C · 22 Jan 2015
My deepest regrets 4U &Grandma, Dear Binky!Im sure dey
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Debi C · 22 Jan 2015
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Debi C · 22 Jan 2015
(Sory keeps jumpin) Dey cn relev her legs!Dat wil B sch a comfrt! @dis point,try 2B hopfl bout lump, caus it cud be many tings Bsides d worst!.Sendin strenth & healin 2U &Granma!Hugs!
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Jeff M · 22 Jan 2015
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Binky B · 22 Jan 2015 3
Frirnds round for my leaving do but feeling sad because my grandma is in hospital and soon it might be the last time I see her... As I am going away for a year. Gonna miss my friends, too.
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Cindy M · 22 Jan 2015
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Debi C · 22 Jan 2015
So hard 2say 'Bye', specialy 4a Yr! Xtra hard wen luvd 1 is oldr &in HOSP!R U returnin 2Ethiopia?Wat do U do dere?UR vry Brave!Hugs!!&Safe Travl!
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Binky B · 23 Jan 2015
Yes it is hard to get my head around it all... Such a lot to deal with in one go! I am going to Thailand and Vietnam for 2 months total for holidaying only, then off to Australia on a working holiday visa. Who knows what will happen? Exciting and scary!
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Binky B · 22 Jan 2015 5
A long day today and a late night last night for my leaving party. Looking forward to chilling and sleeping later
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Debi C · 22 Jan 2015
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Binky B · 23 Jan 2015
Thanks Debi! X
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Binky B · 21 Jan 2015 6
Moved a load of stuff around and a friend picked up my decks, table and some bits. Excited that I am selling a set of basket drawers and a bookcase tomorrow morning. Progress.
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Binky B · 20 Jan 2015 6
Such a nice sleep. Lots to do today!
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Binky B · 20 Jan 2015 4
Should have kept that free bus travel ticket, could've done with it this week. I'll need to buy one now. Sad about that.
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Binky B · 14 Jan 2015 5
Sleepy
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