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Binky B · 11h 7
Spoke to mum and foster mum on the phone (total 1.5 hrs!). + nice chats with the girls in my room. Now the air con is on I'm feeling happier, too... This heat is getting to me more than usual! #family
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Binky B · 18h 6
It rained again, so I waited even longer to get the bus. The driver gave me a pensioners fair, ironically it's probably because I'm a pretty young thing. Strange how the world works! Made my day, tho.
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Binky B · 20h 5
Slept later than planned, but got up earlier than normal. A bit late to check out. Hung around hotel eating my food so I don't have to carry it and doing nothing much. Cancelled wave pool with friend.
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Binky B · 2d 6
It pissed it down so friend didn't go in wave pool in the end. But I did. Did half my workouts. I don't want to leave this hotel tomorrow. Threw away my old phone. Had a bad headache so just slept.
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Binky B · 2d 6
Woke up a bit late (as usual!) but had healthy breakfast. Going to do my workouts now and then meet my friend and go to the wave pool.
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Binky B · 11h
Thanks everyone for the hugs! :-)
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Binky B · 3d 5
Feeling a bit lonely being here all by myself, feel like a Billy no mates. Reminding myself that I can meet my friend who's here, and I'll have plenty of people to chat to when I move to a hostel.
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Binky B · 3d 6
Arrived safely and slept in the airport, crap nights sleep, of course - buy hey, it's free! Got shuttle to hotel, went for walk, brunch, ice cream before checking in. Love my hotel room, luxury(ish!)
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Binky B · 2d
Decided to treat myself to a private room, as I am not looking forward to being in hostels. At least here I can do my workouts and just be free. There's tea, coffee, shower, fridge freezer ...even a TV!
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Clint B · 2d
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Binky B · 4d 6
Made it to my #flight on time, slight panic as bag weight was a bit over so I threw out a couple of things, ended up still 400g over but the machine let me off, luckily! All good. C ya, Melbourne!
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Clint B · 2d
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Binky B · 4d 5
I'm worried I'm going to miss my flight. #Landlord comes back and asks me for money for bills (bills are included!) as I'm leaving. I tell him no because he still owes me $100, he can just keep that.
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Clint B · 2d
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Binky B · 4d 7
It's sunny. I bought my accommodation for Sydney new years. Packed last bits and pieces. Met up with A for hot chocolate and window shopping. He complains to me about the quality of the food and drink
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Clint B · 2d
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Binky B · 4d 6
Woke up late at A's, we'd stayed up till 5am talking. I'd admitted this was a bit of a 'time pass' relationship. Went to doctors for prescriptions. A didn't stay at mine b/c of rain. #laundry #packing
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Clint B · 2d
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Clint B · 2d
Weird. Says that you wrote this 3 days ago. It's only coming up on page now :/
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Tasha S · 2d
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Claire M · 2d
Same here clint, but she could have changed the date of the post, thats what I do sometimes if I forget to post here
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Clint B · 2d
Ahh. I was concerned that Binky's posts had been ignored due to some sort of fault
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Binky B · 5d 5
Had an honest talk with A, things still ok. We won't be together after I leave, or when I come back. He lectured me a lot, but was ok. I was surprised. Practised not judging: listening. #relationships
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Courtney O · 4d
Wow, that is very humble of you, Binky. You are spot on because relationships are learning experiences.
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Binky B · 5d 5
Going to visit A. He knows I'm not serious about this relationship, but I still know he wishes I was. That's why he gets so moody. Questioning me, wanting to hear the right thing from me.
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Binky B · 5d
It's futile. I feel ashamed.
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Binky B · 5d
I thought I'd grown out of these sorts of relationships. I want to hand strong morals and conviction...
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Binky B · 5d
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Binky B · 6d 4
Looking at photos on FB of a happy looking couple, feeling like I'm #missingout Mixed feelings about lone travel nowadays. A is still mad at me, won't come over. Landlord just came in anyway.. #change
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Esther x · 6d
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Esther x · 6d
But lone travel gives you the option to meet new people? I know that feeling of missing out.. but it will come for you, I'm sure.
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Brad R · 6d
Lone travel is a chance to please yourself
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Binky B · 6d 6
Went for burgers as my #goodbye meal, there were only four of us but I had a good time, enjoyed the #food and company. Hung out a bit after. Decided to stay in a hostel for new years in Sydney. #plans
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Binky B · 6d 5
Wondering if I should go and see A, torn, I ask him but he says not to as it's raining. I'm with my friends, they're all drinking after the game, I'm tempted but I stay strong. It gets late quickly.
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Binky B · 7d 7
Drinking a cup of tea and chatting to my friend KC about all sorts; life's simple pleasures. Then we played some retro video games like Point Blank and Mario Kart before heading to the game.
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Binky B · 7d 8
Watching my first ever NRL game, Storm vs. Raiders, for free! My friend gets free tickets from work. Melbourne Storm even won! Great atmosphere at AAMI Stadium. Shame about the weather!
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Binky B · 7d 3
A is upset, saying I prioritise sleeping and seeing my friends over him. #arguments #relationships I can't be everything he wants, not even close. I've also drunk #caffeine (for coffee tasting)
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Clint B · 6d
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Peace 1 · 6d
Sounds like you're needing acceptance & freedom and he's needing connection and to feel like he matters.
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Binky B · 6d
I think you have hit the nail on the head... And thinking about it, the sad realisation I've had is I don't think we can ever really satisfy each other's needs...
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Peace 1 · 5d
We all have the same core needs. At that level, there is no conflict. At the level of strategies, however, there is tension. No discord at the level of needs, only at the level of means, of getting them met.
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Binky B · 5d
Hmm, yes that makes sense...
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Binky B · 7d 7
Got up on time and made it to #coffee course. It was an enjoyable but humbling course, I need more practise, especially with pouring! I met a lovely Irish working holiday lady. A #sunny afternoon
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Binky B · 7d 4
I was tired and arguing with A. He can be so negative and it really sets me off. Plus I'm very tired which makes it harder. I've got to be up early for my coffee making course.
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Binky B · 7d 6
Went out after the virtual reality got some food. I still haven't drunk any alcohol since my last hangover. A was late out of work, and hungry, I brought him Subway and we took the tram to his.
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Binky B · 23 Sep 2016 8
Virtual reality game was freaking awesome. I was a bit nervous in case I sucked, but it was totally fun! Expensive, but worth to try the experience. #virtualreality #gaming #friends #newexperiences
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Binky B · 23 Sep 2016 5
Finished my exercises for the week and ate healthy again. Now on my way to play a virtual reality zombie game with a couple of friends, got distracted on my phone and took a different route by mistake
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Binky B · 23 Sep 2016
Was looking at plans for new years and going to Tasmania but don't really feel like I've accomplished anything much today. Going on a barista course tomorrow though, so that will be an accomplishment! :-)
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Clint B · 23 Sep 2016
Tasmania is an awesome place. We went there for our Honeymoon in 2001 (we would love to go back but haven't had the opportunity)
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Binky B · 6d
It looks like a beautiful place to go for a honeymoon, Clint. I hope you both get the opportunity to go back there soon!
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Clint B · 5d
It sure is beautiful, it must have been a bit dry in Melbourne at the time because we couldn't believe how green Tassie was. The people were quite friendly but the worst drivers I've ever seen (seriously)
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Binky B · 22 Sep 2016 8
Sleepy, think my sleep pattern is still off. Came to town, said bye to A, sorted out my new Medicare card. Best news: I can have #NewYears in Sydney with #friends after all! #fieldday #plans #dreams
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Binky B · 22 Sep 2016
Also a friendly woman complimented me on my scarf :-) and the staff at the Medicare centre were also friendly and nice.
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Binky B · 22 Sep 2016
Also my friend invited some of his friends (including me) to see the rugby for free. He gets free tickets through work. How awesome!
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Claire M · 22 Sep 2016
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Binky B · 21 Sep 2016 7
Spent whole day indoors. Managed to do some cleaning and two workouts, now I'm all caught up and eating healthy, too. Went to A's and had a lovely evening, though he lectured me a bit, but it was ok.
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Binky B · 21 Sep 2016 6
Still got #headache so delaying exercise for now, doing some much needed #cleaning instead - it's good for my soul. My mind feels less muddled when my environment is clear and clean.
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Claire M · 22 Sep 2016
Same with me! Too bad that I'm super lazy when it comes to cleaning... :D
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Binky B · 6d
Haha that's like me, too, Claire! If I ever get rich I'm hiring a cleaner ;-)
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Binky B · 21 Sep 2016 5
#overslept like crazy = #headache
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Binky B · 20 Sep 2016 7
Met another friend, K, for lunch today! And bought another pair of shoes... Now I'm all sorted for footwear, it feels good to finally have nice shoes, I only had 2 pairs before. #treats #nowork
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Binky B · 19 Sep 2016 7
Met friend in town for lunch to say goodbye, he's off to NZ. Met with A for full afternoon #shopping , got my ear lobes pierced (well overdue!), treated myself to 2 new pairs of shoes. Feeling good!
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